Picture Posting

today i decide to piccy post! thats the very first favourite! piccy i took with my dad's SLR back then during my foundation. its a picture of the staghorn fern that holds on taut (for its DEAR life) onto the great Rambutan tree. upclose is the young leaves that just started to uncurl and unfurl, looks like baby's toes stretching to greet the world its about to see! :P

i was installing photoshop into my clean pc just now
as it's a CS 2 vers. that Bryan gladly loaned to me
i excitedly switched the new software on to explore its new features.

but i am still upset

i silly-ly backED upPED all my files beforehand few days back, even the brushes (bcos i am so attached to using them)

but i forgotten to back my FONTS up!!!
#!*%$">^@#^&%#!*%$(*#@ >:-S

p/s :: sorry about the speckles of Noise, ISO settings screwed sumhow, as i said (very fiRst attempt)

psd-ed cRazy!!!

i am a .............................

result of getting hooked to photoshop
blame it on the person who started the header and footer (Hand Foot n Mouth) disease.

a *gif(t) from aBove

the fuzzy.wuzzy is



^~^ *griNs*

Making Most Of tHe Remaining Days

after 9th of May 2006, i will be the happiEst gurl that Day!!!
teehee. becos its that Day when i happily finished my presentation for this final year pRoject!!
no more deadlines crammed week after week!

i just have 2 more days,
wish me luck



i am upset i missed the 01 . 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. moment early this morning!

i cant believe when i recalled the time i was about to fall asleep it was almost 1!!!!

i shud hAVE stayed awaKe instd!!!



anyway, just blogging today to express my frustrations
the power supply for ss2 area was pretty frail all morning,

the lights flickered a while for a few minutes, stayed steady for a few minutes

then pOOf!

blaCkout!

darnedest, now its back and i am happy,i showered the morning smell i have on me, start to do my work

and

guess what............................


it starts to sound like raiNINg now!!!!!!!!!

#$%^&^%*!@$%!!!

Papayas Vs. Bananas

i do not noe whats up with my mum and her choice of groceries.
she's been making us makaning the papayas that she'd gotten from market
i reckon its the season of papayas, or otherwise why Monday to Sunday oso papaya eh.

u noe something about papaya ( and i mean our local fruit la okay )
there are generally TWO types which i had personally categorise them in
the first is sweet, smooth in texture and doesnt have a mushy feel to it.

the second is ALSO sweet, very slimy in texture, feels like its clumpy yet mushy (and i mean, like over-riped or sth) like probably Bruised when the fruit grows mature and is too heavy therefore dropped with plop on the ground. like squashed. baby ga ga food.

the special * feature about this type of papaya is, it has a certain *aroma* about it. like a bad aura or sth. maybe bad luck becos it has fallen hard from the tree and bruised and mushed itself on its sides. like. poor papa-yahahahaha

the *aroma* is close to what smells like ..er.. chicken droppings
i dont mean to indicate i hAVE had chicken dropping to close proximity to my nose or mouth to identify the *aroma* but i have onced uponed a timed visited this grandaunt who has coops in her backyard frequently enough to noe what chicken poop smells like.

i used to hold my breath all the whole way till i enter the house becos the smell is just too unbearable. i used to be a fairly sick looking kid with swollen purple balloon as my face, then when the visits gets lesser, the purple tint toned to a crimson tone (thats my recent complexion colour). that probably explains why i am so crazed about getting aubergine-coloured hair then. its nostalgic.. ahh. lol

well back to the topic about papayas!

i was up in the study in front of pc after dinner when mum yelled for me to come down to have fruits . i turn a green tinge when my bro told me its papaya!

i mean

aiyo! that stench wei

i cannot stand it!!!

in the end oso have to eat it up. cos mum is so pissed she possibly had to *invite me to have fruits downstairs and called again and again to comfirm rsvp i had to scramble down rite away or i will suffer some papaya consequences.

swallowed the chunks on swift gulps down my throat so it wouldnt be in my mouth long enough to send whifts and wafts of *aroma* up the nasal and down my throat.

i would have gagged and puke rite away if i let my imagination doodled some imaginary chic poop image. euwyucksies.

i prefer banana at all times. the form is simple yet interesting and it has no funny foul smell. good to eat, high in potassium, great snack for anytime-of-day-comsumption, great for ur brains, aids in digestion..

i promised myself, i WILL NOT HAVE the 2nd-category PAPAYA anymore!!!!!!
and pls people, don grow papaya tree near the chickens' homes.

heRe's to the End of Sadness and TorMent

before i got to GrandMa's toDay,
here's what i have been worKing on. ..asides from my incoMplete theMe with this wallpapeR in the staNdby....

i diNt include the mouRning expRessioN........ :(:(:(

soBs. *break into lil tearDrops

Candles Remind u that u ARe getting Older

on Sunday, March 12 2006, (thats yesterday) we celebrated 3 persons' birtHdays!
deaR Meng will be turNing 15 offIcially on this 28tH March but siNce heR birtHday in the *LunaR* calendar fell yesteRday we celebrated it together with dad and youNger sis's which fall on the 1st of April and 15th of March respectively.

Although the dates are quite faR from one anotheR we have celebrated it this way foR the past yeaRs. (mum lazy bake 3 individual cakes for all of *em)

somehow feels lucky my birtHday and pheNg's are apart by one moNth, teehee

we make very UN-similaR cancer sisters really.

i haven't had birtHday celebrations at home for so loNg now, eXcept for one in my Year1, and that itself wasnt a very pleasant experience. (due to some reasons)

we had a very elaborate steamBoat dinner yesterdAy complete with seafood, fish, meat, prawns, pacific clams and fresh scallops from *aussie! (and vege of cos, sth un-animal to munch on at least)! iN the middle of diNner, phengz suggested on opening a bottle of wine and boy she can drink! *guzzles guzzles guzzles like she would empty a bottle of Evian down her throat* "licks lips* *hmmMmyums*

Wacko Phengz in all her Mighty toMato-ness!

this vainpot couldnt care less if her eYes are squiNting when this picture was taken! hahaa! *cos she's drunK* and everythiNg on her face is really red except for heR yAlo looking nose, as opPosed to Rudolph the Red-Nosed ReindeeR. (u cant see it here cos Sony Ericsson takes pRecisely not what u wanna capture sometImes, bother!)

and theN later in the night, we had the infaMous -cutting-cake-session-. i was baffled if i shud light 15, 56 or 11 candles! hahaa! i lighted ONLY one in the end, just a number to represent the 3 of them! we had an awesoMe yuMmylicious Blackforest Cake whicH mum tooK the trOuble to baKe thhat very afternoOn beforehand.

chocolate shavings from dark cooking choccIe!

till the garnishing part (the finishing details), she realised she couldnt fine any chocolate shavings for the middle part of the cake! so she cleverly substitute them with..

Chocolate CHIPS!!

choc chIpS!! they are yUmmy noNetheless, melts in ur mouth, not on the cake!

the cHips maKe the cake looK a lil too spotty on the top view! ahhaa. dot dot dot. can play tic-tac-toe, lol. yuMMy nonetheLess,chip or choc. i sapu-ed the maraschino cherries this time(i used to hate them.. )

Me, Meng & May : i looK too Happy to waNna choMp the caKe whOle.. *sniGgers*

choc. shaVINGS On the WHOLE CAKE!!!!!!! wanna try making that nexttiMe!!!!!! so sinful...!

to cap off the very memoRable nite, me and Meng walked in the garDen for a bit to *complete* the birthday celebration. don't ask me why, i too think its odd to walk in the garden at a very late 11pm clad in my pyjas,and her in her new clothes! it was a nite with Bright mOon but no staRs so we head back into home and retired eaRly in bed as we weRe so exhausted.

i feel fat as i lay down trying not to think of food i taken earlier.

but i pigGed all the same, after sendiNg the last sms to teds.

zzz OInk zz

today's post will be title-less because there's nothiNg really speciFic i wanna talk about. i woKe up toDay havIng a suDden gatal-ness to wantiNg to do lots of tyPing.

as i couldnt fInd anythiNg in my assiGnmenT to tyPe yet, and tHere are no One in Msn that i can chat to at the tIme of the mornIng i resoRted to blOgging.

in a conversation not long ago with my dear cousin Bryan he mentiONed he doesnt wrIte his eMo-s on his blog anymore. i guess it's feeliNg like u have exposed too much of ur personal feelings for whomever who view it, at the same time showiNg the weaKer u, and NO MAN wants to be thought as a WIMP!

but i said to him " Its practically the only place i go to when i am down "

its there i am searching for someone (place) to shout out
its there regardless day or night
its there no matter what (and thankfully it hasnt gotten ears)
its there when i am awake alone and no one is quite awake to listen
its there the times when i wanna voice out but dont feel like any feedbacks!

hMm.

everythiNg is so great about bloGging really

'cept that to forget u r pouring ur emotions in a PUBLISHED blog for the wOrld to see maKes u no diffeRent from people who whIne about theiR problems openly. in fact its better gruMbling and bla-bla-ing when my sis's slowly drifting into sleep.

at least she will remember not even half of what i have said.

guess my rantings have a pretty lullaby-ic quality to it.

:S :S :S :S :S


anyway, here's what i had fOR breakFast ---->

its some-kind-of-a-lettuce + scrambled eggs + lightly sauteed chicken pieces + herbed butter gravy drizzled all over!

haha! its the yuMMilicios-est breakfast i have had this week,and though i must admit,the srambled eGgs arent cooKed as scraMbled as they shud look like. i guess non-stick pans never give u quite the same results chinese woks do!

*wrinkles nose*

*bLeeps*

had a thorough long class this noon starting at around 2.. (and was still sketching as the lecturers arrived_fashionably late)

have the silly habit to have gOne through research after research on design and form and taking a helluva long time to digest digest digest and get it out on my own terms in my proposed design.

feel like a cow thats feeding on greens with a malfunctioning cant-digest-cellulose gizzard*

arGhhs.

it just bugs me so much that i want the best i can produce with the allocated limited span of time but i spend it hrs on research leaving a wee few mins for the execution *sketching it all out of cos!* *sketch in scraggly waGgy wiGgly lines* huMMphhhs * but i still like!* so there! lol!

tutorial went alarmingly and surprisingly well for me, in fact my work got mentioned a few times i cant help but feel guilt creeping like smoke veils hungrily choking me from behind.

*i finished that in less than less than HALF AN HOUR kays!*

i COULD have done better than if i had shifted the extra 30mins from research to sketching for good then!

*though i must admit,i can sketch in a jiffY, Or even in a flash when i am paNicky!

DANGz!

tralalalalalala.

went home with a gleeful smile on my face

even the annoying heat is starting to feel nothing more than a warm caress on my bare shoulders as i walked out of the college entrance.

nothing feels better than having the sun smiling back at me :P:P

tra la la la la lal la!




gotta start on new stage after this,hmmph

the sooner i get past this the better i feel i tell myself with a wistful smiley.

yes it certainly does,
today was a great exaMple.

p/s: bumped in2 Garry after class today, thanks for the invitation Garry(if u are reading this), was thoughtful that u asked .. :)

:: one smIley for you! ::





::: and oNe huGgie wuGgie foR teDdy! for tht simple coMforting conversatioN afteR my shoRt exchange of sth with bro :::

as for now,
i shall sleep
in . - . peace.

gOodnite!

and who is that moron to have saved my template changes!
my web layout tuRned into a *tequila shot* design layout available at blogger's!
now i AM <---------------------------THIS----------------------------------------> frustrated to noe that i DONT Have any back up for my last change of my weBbie design! DARNEDEST!

(maybe there aRe back ups, but ainT the LATEST) AgRHHHHHHH!


i duNno who COULD have cHanged it apart from myself!!!!


i just hope i aint that moRon who Caused myself proBleMs to re-create the design layout all over agaINS!! DoInk!!

i miss my teddy so much!

i miss my teddy so much!

i miss my teddy so so so so much!

*roaRs*

missing teddy + lose my blog design = frustratEd!

how often do u wake up having a sudden craving to instant noodles for breakfast

well guess what..

thats what i HAD for breakfast toDay!!! lol

mum and dad left early for morning walk, and there's simply nothing that appeals to my tuMmy except instant noodles. so the funniest sight when u walk into me and bro thsi morning is both of us sitting at the coffee table slurping on our noodles.. (finally have sth in common heh//)

mum came back a short while, left her marketing supplies and chao-ed off again. a fren came, dropped off some fruits and she chao-ed as well. then shortly after that, bro got his shower,and we all chao-ed too, to fetch him to school! i feel like a part time driver now, seriously i do! but ironically i hardly fetch myself around, not to college unless im goiNg to the liBrary..

i feel a lot better toDay..much betteR than yestErday when the flutterbys butterflys keep fluttering in my tummy. its not hearing a word from teddy that woRries me so much! and so far away! its the distance that made me thInk the craziest things that might have happened to him! *darns*

not noeing how to be the daughter my pareNts want me to be

therefore i shall be the daughter i wanna be then!:) Hhahahahahaha

Aurora Borealis part 2!

lol! i cant believe this, but i have finished one theMe toDay,
the Aurora one i prOmisEd yesteRday!! :>

here's showing u a sneak pEek-

..
...




...



...
hehe...
gettiNg bored befOre cny can get me inspired instantly as fast as iN a DAY!

wish its waitINg for cny over and over again!!!
at least brain juices will be flowing smOOthly and pOOr Ms.A(i hate her so much i CAN'T use heR real name) has no reasoN to not adore my worK, Ngekngek
lol!

did i mention yesterDay (maybe i was Too frustrated by it)
that i have to work oN touch-ups on my final suBmissioN last weEk?
daRn, what is the holIday then, when i have to yanK my braIn out and start milkIng the ideas out like u would do to a cow,

except u doN driNk it, but fill theM up in a nice juicy waterballoOn and aiM it bulls eyes straiGht at Ms.A's face! haha!!!!!!!!!!!

i am tired of mentioNing stupid Ms.A for now.
its just so not woRth it
i doN wanna remeMber every cny by her smug lOOk oN heR faCe eacH time i see heR
the ugliest wrInkliest manDarIN orange loOks fantastiC beside her

i am happy with my themiNg at the moment

maybe its the fRustRatiOns that geaRed up that knacK for desigNing theMes?

all i can say is eachtime i see her face in the picture window in my mind
my hands ball up in distoRted fists *roaRs

hoPefuLly don balls up Fist when i sleep later
i had a nightmaRe lastnite, don recall with whom in it but i was tossiNg the entire nite like squid on the grill
better sleep toDay i hope.

dreams of the northerN lights and fluFFy cloUds

zzZzz

Aurora Borealis

bored while i was waiting for cny to arriVe, drew aN aurora to entertain myself, ho hum

had the whole entire noon affixed to the pc, not really doINg anythiNg (as to contrary to past months afFixed to the pc fOR a reasoN!) fiGured a few trIcks usiNg pHotoshop cs while i was readiNg up tutorials posted up in Good-Tutorials.com.

its a proCess,

i get excited (when i see an interesting and very neat tricK!)

then inspired (wanNa do stH siMilaR....)

Bored (after tryiNg the uMpteeNth tiMe and the Effects arent satisfactoRy)

then giVe up

then it staRts froM step 1 again

and thats what i have came up, drawiNg me FaV!~ aurOra boReaLis!!!! and i used bLue (which is suPPosedly to bring a ratheR dull, but i'd used a viBraNt blUe fOrthis!)'

wishINg foR the bOredOM to go away,wish it away!!!!!!!

but i kept remindinG myselF that semester will start on the 13th of February and i'd better make gOod use of the hol-while-it-is-here-!!!

i'll get bacK to themIng foR the meantiMe and get one doNe befoRe the valentInes and pOst it in deviaNtart as pRomised!

an Aurora theme anyOne?:>:>:>

Joy to The Assignments in 12 Days of Torture (not ChristMas,dangz)

to support the online petition : BAN AEROSOL FOAM SPRAYS pls click ----> here
for more infos on the topic go Here
as for why i am putting that all up

more elaborations in upcoming entries

chaos peePs!
HappY neW yeaR!

its all about me, in my head

its due time i stop being the myself i dislike to be
time to stop, observe and re-evaluate
stop, listen, snuffle, poke my meerkat head up, down, turning it from left to right and back

stop being pretentious
stop pretending u dont mind
stop smiling
stop resuming what u havent stop doing

stop at the spot
spot on the clock
stop

stop making a big fuss
and get all that energy to better release that atleast ensures a return

stop being silly
u have got it all out
and u shud feel bad enough to have even let it out

repent

go to the tallest mountain in ss2
go to the deepest river in ss2

and may the tallest rebound the voices from reaching the lowliest of earth
and the secrets brought by the strongest of currents into the deepest of depths
and may no living creature man or woman unearth the childish find

get away thoughts
just stop, get away
get drifted far with the wind
and may my secrets be safe tucked softly in the clouds
safely tied with silver ribbons

rain should it feel burdened
and storm shud it feel provoked
tear away shud it choke
allowing rays lighten the load

andblablablablabla

what crap

its just me , all in my head
and yes, ss2 the location
being the only place which map's etched sharply in my mind

(and thats clearly stupid enough on top of all tHAt nonsense above)

Early Birds Catch tHe Nicest Worms

woKe up alarMingly without the alarM clock alarmingly ringing in my ears this mornIng!
meeting up with wen at 9 at my place before we head off to One. Utama fOr an early screening of *Pride & Prejudice*
she's one awful crazy lot of fun when i hung out with her,
which tells why we are friends since we are 14!
Kev and Yenn are suPpose to arrIve at 10, but after we collected the free ticks, they are still at Yenn's.

Movie altogether was a great one, i enjoyed it as it sounded so English, and the male and female Lead are SO made for each other as they both have dark hair. ( i mean.... SILLY! thats not the only reason of course) hehehe. it was better than i'd expected, (it was more than a pretty female lead actress_played by Knightley and a very dark brooding handsome male lead actOR, OKAYs.!)

i like Keira Knightley next to Julia Stiles. They both have that air of saRcasm and speak with an unbelievable speed with added spite(not spat!) and strength and determination! well actually i like them both just as much! Keira is the British vers. of the American Julia! lol! Alexis Bledel playing daughter in the Gilmore Girls is just similar, but she's a pixie-r, gentler, softer angelic version of these both! i don't fancy getting verbally attacked, but its cool talking in such speed, pronouncing every word precisely, stating every meaning clearly! whOa!!! for added kick sprinkle in a few pinChes of SaRcasM* lol!

had luNch at Jack's Place with me playing with my food and not really in the mood for eating. Wen and i shared a Grilled Chicken with Sour Plum Sauce with Sesame and Coriander. it sounds fancier than it looks when the waiter brought food to our table. i don believe it's plum sauce. it isn't even <--THIS_close--> to tasting tangy.

bLWUekkkk.......................................

poke at a few morsels and had a few niBbles and the rest of the tiMe was spent yaCking.
i guess talking is my favourite hoBby now (with the right company oFcos!) it was not until around 3 when we asked for the bill and headed our separate ways. sent wen home and i began heading to aunt's to pick a few *utensils*

reacHed home, got myself heading to the warDrobe first to change into comfy-er clothes (was wearing white offf-shoulders with jeans)

received a url link from dee while chatting with her.
dee and i has this thing for reading up horoscopes and laughing at how amusingly true thEse stuff can turned out to be.

and it seems that Cancers are very much like......................this! look below

Cancers ( June 21- July 22)

++ the plus side ++
You are very kind and you regard your friends like they are your family. You are very patient, gentle and compassionate to others, and are the first one to give a friend a hug when they have had a bad day. You truly care when friends tell you their problems. If you have a younger sibling, you are very protective of them because you love your family so much!

--the fLip siDe--
You tend to be on the shy side! Being shy can be a problem when you really want something and are afraid to speak up. You get your feelings hurt often, and instead of getting to the heart of the matter and fixing it, you tend to let it build up inside. It's okay to tell someone how you are feeling, and with your Cancer care, you will do it with kindness! Also, watch those mood swings!

* Likes *
your birthday remembered by friends -yeah!!! who likes to be foRgotten?
keeping a photo album -with no pictures of myself in it,cos i am SO not photogenic
hugs -comforting........
collecting things -seashells! and momentos!

* Dislikes *
those who forget names and dates -lol!
having to handle a crisis - am paniCky when it happens
yelling -dont see a point in that
losing things -or people

*Compatibility*
The Cancer/Scorpio couple makes for a dynamic and fiery(??? sounds hot doesn't it!) match! Both signs are very loyal to their family and friends and when they are matched together carry that loyalty into their relationships. Cancers and Scorpios are like magnets to each other. When they are together, it can seem like there is no one else in the room! But be careful of Scorpio's brooding personality can often be taken too personally by a sensitive Cancer. If they can keep that in check, these two stand a chance at a passionate and lasting romance!

ooohoo hahaa.
i am so sensitive! say sth and i will itch all over, LOL
HAHAHhhhahaha

dangz

i've also read elsewhere that Cancers are the Most Emotional stars in the ENTIRE horoscope

thats awful of that to make us Cancers look like whiny babies, hMmppph







*rajuking edi.....*


for more sensitive cancer infos, click here

the wEekend's ((merry)) itinerary

had a gOod nite rest the nite befOre, it was a loNg (but short) Boxing day (26/12/05) spent all in one place suPPosedly doiNg my model, but ending up doIng some other stuFf as well. Lunch@ BV was great, it was first time having toMyam on an empty stoMache without having to end up with gastric after that. saW soMe decoRated gingerbread housEs, they lOok toO adOrable a buNch to be muNched, all dressed up in coOkie/cereal rOofs and windows, M&M's, marshmallows, caNdies, chOcolate brIck walls, coloured croquant floors!! so sacchariNe-loaded!! (shivers like jelly now, lol)

started woRk afteR lunch, redrawed my 1st and 2nd floOr plan, trace again with gRids, plot points onto my board, cut, paste, but looking at it i've only done so .... little! dangz! Had a very simple yet unusual dinner, steamed chicken (stuffed with red dates) with boiled potatoes in jackets and butterhead lettuce salad! lol. having dinner without rice for a change at friend's place :) thaNk you tedDy for cOoking for us! *grIns*

drove home at approx 10pm feeling a feeling i havent felt before. it wasnt tired or exhausted. it was a contented feeling. the sort that leaves u breathing calmly, suddenly driving home isn't something i dread doing, or woRrying what lies beyond ready to leap on me at the destination. suddenly all these don't matter anymore, puzzles me. lol

toDay i chatted with dee agaiN and she sent me some piCcies that werE taken with her camera. so i decided to post some in toDay's entry as a certain teDdy complained about reading a *boring* bloggie with no visuals.

meant to blog about the field trip to pd and chRistmas diNner but i guess i am tOo lazy now trying to recall so i'll just let the piccIes do the talkiNg... well here's one taken in Port Dickson when we'd just arrIved! dee so Can't wait to take pictures but this was a quiCk one by ouR fren anNisa! everyone just wHipped out theiR cameras and start clicking away!

in Port Dickson....................................

dee & i at PD when we arRived, steppiNg on a whOle lot of pine/durian cones. ummm. foot massage anyone?

can u see hair getting into my mouth? lol. that was the wiNd! it was blowing at (seemingly every direction) because wherever i stand, my hair lOoked blowN asKew!!!

the weather was great as the clouds are doiNg a supErb job curtaining the rays of sun. the pouR earlier helped made the beach breeze cooler too. it was a happy day to hop and frolick by the shore, kicking the sand and getting washed by the waVes...

after much exploring, we settled for an area to stack our belongings and were split into groups. We have about 4 juniors in our group of 8 and our fIrst tasK was to complete a saNdcastle within an hour, resembling as much as the oRiginal building, as detailed as can be.

Was the slowest group to start as we had no clue what building to build. No Petronas Twin Towers or Eiffel ToweR or Chrysler Building!!! then Megna came along and decided to join us in our sandcastle building, she suggested a certain *city ruins of the Mohhenjo-Daro* we knew it is NOT a building but we all knew how easy it is to build a ruin!(no matter how DETAILED! haha) the lecturers aka the judges (suRprisingly) approved of our *building* so we started runNing to and fro fetching water in pails, diggIng, softening the sand, making a good mix with seawater, erecting the buildings and making it as *ruin-ish* as possible! The cylindical tower makes it the hardest to build as dee and alEx had to build and rebuild over a number of times just to get it stand! 3 parts of sand to 1 parts of water......... or it it 2:2???? errr...

higgledied - piggledied mass of sand - the city ruins of Mohhenjo-Daro! does that look like early civilisation to u???

Although we didn't win the best sandcastle, but we didnt bag the woRst either! *phews* lol. the group who lost is going to get buried in sand! but it turned out we don have all time diGGing for the 8 of them so kenji and wayNe will just do as pRoud rePresentatiVes, lol. don't have the pic at the mo, but its hilarIous when u get to see it, readers under 18, u aRe ForBidden! lol

came across thEse crab holes(homes) while strolling by the beacH! resEmble a lot like the *tong yuens* i made that morning, albeit not in that muddy colour..silly!

a self-taken piccy of meself!! HaiR askew-again!!!! the wiNd is eveRywHere! definitely not a place for wigs...

was a great trip altogether, i just forgotten one thing and it was my sunblock, everything else was just nice, the company, food, activities, weather

i just SO don't like my lobster appearance now, thats all. lol

on Christmas Eve.........................................

dee & i,on our way to midvalley foR christmas eve dinner..i am so blackenned!!!!!! arGHhh

dee and i, (again) all decked in white for the white christmas!! a few falling snowflakes will just complete the beautiful atmosphere :)

hanging icicles, frOzen froNds, barren tWigs, an elfin cottage, trees laden with pretty baUbles and twinkling fairylights in the Centre Court of Midvalley Megamall.

this is dee and i again!!! lol! we loOk great thanks to the photographer, the lighting, the decoration and that idiot whose body partially came in and ruin the whole thIng lol

at San Francisco's Steakhouse...............................

camera is every gurl's best companion........not mine! taken by dee,i cant even hold a camera still for a decent picture......

satiated, satisfied and filled to the briM...laurie's had his hand over his pot belly,lol!!

the three stooges -Victor, Kwooi & Laurie

on the other side:: dee, i and wats

victor :: all i want for christmas is my.........N70 (miraculously Fishes it out from his pOcket, ta-Da!)

all in all the dinner was... okay.. except for the turkey i guess, which was supposed to be tonight's highlight anyway. staffs in SFS don't seem to be able to diFfer chop from slice. i guess no more SFS next year, we'll head elsewhere where people understand english better, and spare us from having chopped turkey serve in a plate as they would when you visit a chicken rice shop...... no chicken rice for another consecutive year....

as the hour is still early, and i have to be home before the clock strike midnite, footman turned into mouse, car turns to pumpkin (poor wats), and we have yet still exchanged pressies, so we head to Friendster Cafe for a second round, (before they head for a 4th and 5th and 6th....)

we had the pressies all laid out with number labels and for 2 times wats toOk his own number. i dUnno how lucky he is, till the 3rd and final time, i tOok his number! Lucky me lol! there's a snowglobe, a fanCy stuFfed clock, a kungfu kick-ass keychain,bodem coffee mugs, liquer chocs and dOggieshaped calendar!!!! we each tooK a *bottle* of liquoR from Vic's pressie and drank to ...er... (i can't remember, but was it the merrIest chRistmas?!) lol!

at Friendster Cafe.....................................

wats :: A cloCk!!!??!! u wanna me to die-AR????? (roars with laughter)
while uncle octi stares into his very own dreamy space........

i & dee :: sharing a very cool blended Peach Friendstercino

to cap off the memorable nite, i was given a pressie and was told to open in when clock strike midnite! i hope its something that stops me from being Cinderella!!! :> lol

well nothing like that, but something really sweet! an entertwiNed two heart pendant and a chain ;) awww.. thaNks for the gift teDdy... hugshugs

[[MerRy]] cHristMas.

lol, the paRtY has just beguN.
and happily i am seated in my liVing rooM, watChing Secret Window (i am so scared, wince) HAHAH
laughiNg at those people who excitedly bounce and danCe to the rhythm of loud music,
and yeaH i mean Stuffed together like sardines wrIgliNg in theiR tins,
HOw LOL-!

just me and the soUR grape syNdrome , Lol
this year is yet another year,(i have tURNED 21, but accOrding to parents, it doesnt MEAN i have TURNED into a responsible person... and bla blabla)
they are the first set of parents who make clubbing seeM like aN illegal and despicable activity< (not to mention make other Parents lOok bad) by sayiNg..

"We love u, and care enough to woRry u'll get into trouble.. u noe people thEse days are very mean, and we doN't want u to bump into them" and Blablablabla BlAA

foolishly they believe that ONLY in tHese plaCes i WILL buMp into tHese people (who have bad intentions oR whatsoever) and they thiNk i am a 4year old, defenseless and hopeless in the midst of this people.

oh yeah... so EVERY other parent in the woRld care less of theiR children's safety and doN't love them enough to stop them huh..... oh yea nice try
try that on my 15year old cousin bro_he'll holler sth nasty onto ur face

HULLO!! i have been to the nastIest plaCes and back,in a pieCe so whats wrOng with goinG to parTy with group of trusty frens who are there to loOk out for me..
and yaDa yada yada.. " You will neveR know what they will do when they are drunk....thiNgs get outta hand sometImes"
oh yeah gOod poiNt.!
i want to read that as * it is unsafe to drink and drive* but instead i see a RED SIGNPOST clearly hollering at me * u might get unwantedly pregnant* (or pregnantly unwanted????)

and now they make everYONE else in the woRLd look like animals (my close buddies included)
and thanks dad, for the clear hints
while they ARE the only angels, halo, feather wings and all
not to mention patronising
i AM defenseless (against my parents' constant shooting.....)
ssighs....

Just two Days ago, after a night out at fren's place to celebrate her biRthday and another fren's , they MAde ME look like the MOST irresponsible persoN on earth by sayiNg,
" I told u to come back early, and u came back past 12 last nite, and was on the phone till about 1am"
" Do u noe how woRRied i aM when tHe hoUse is left defenseless waiting for u to be hoMe without the alarM system activated? "
" i Cant slEep all nite till it's switched on u noe that, it makes me wOrry"
" People can just come in and break into the house while everyone is asleep U NOE THAT (and god noes what u are doiNg out there, taking weed i hope not)

i get the indication that THe safEty of THE HOUSE is their main concern now
and logically, if i explain to them why i am late,
it is not goiNg to help me fall back on
or make my house a less susceptible victim of RObbery!

so..
whats the point of explaining really
....


thats so much of me that i have shared today

after all. its the season of giving and sharing....

yeaH, before i forget
MeRRy ChristMas & a Happy New yeaR