its all about me, in my head

its due time i stop being the myself i dislike to be
time to stop, observe and re-evaluate
stop, listen, snuffle, poke my meerkat head up, down, turning it from left to right and back

stop being pretentious
stop pretending u dont mind
stop smiling
stop resuming what u havent stop doing

stop at the spot
spot on the clock
stop

stop making a big fuss
and get all that energy to better release that atleast ensures a return

stop being silly
u have got it all out
and u shud feel bad enough to have even let it out

repent

go to the tallest mountain in ss2
go to the deepest river in ss2

and may the tallest rebound the voices from reaching the lowliest of earth
and the secrets brought by the strongest of currents into the deepest of depths
and may no living creature man or woman unearth the childish find

get away thoughts
just stop, get away
get drifted far with the wind
and may my secrets be safe tucked softly in the clouds
safely tied with silver ribbons

rain should it feel burdened
and storm shud it feel provoked
tear away shud it choke
allowing rays lighten the load

andblablablablabla

what crap

its just me , all in my head
and yes, ss2 the location
being the only place which map's etched sharply in my mind

(and thats clearly stupid enough on top of all tHAt nonsense above)