Good EveNinG Bangkok: thaNks foR the trips to tHe loo!

woKeN up by aN sMs fr wats at 9 am. don feel like waking up. i just gave it a quick readthrough and muttered *yea i woken up ledi,(by uR SMS) but i don wanna feel like waking up so i continued zzz. moments later the hp RaNG agaiN! arGHh debbs this tiMe! wondeR why the earLy morNing call! so i answeRed tHe phOne,trying to put oN my Most-wokeN-up voice (haha!) wants to bring the meetiing foR luNch earLieR, like ard 11-30 arHH!~

wats did not reallyarrIved till 11-27 which is a mere 3 mins from the tiMe we have prOmisEd to meet~! d-arN! we arrived a whole 10 mins later i guess. which is no a biggie la cos its still a loNg way to the movie! (okie. maybe punctuality eh no-no) had lunCh at Good eVeniNg Bangkok,1 appetiser,1 soup,2main course,1 dessert(debb's oRder!)food tHeRe is oWite but i guEss We WeRe payiNg foR the aMbieNce la (bunCh kiddoS squealing iN thE bacKgrouNd?! :P)

went shopPinG foR deBbs's earriNgs afteR that,she'd fouNd a cute hoops one witH emBedded diaMantes in flowEr-chain desigN! how aBsolutely cute! :) its 1- 27 wheN we caMe out of shop and only reaaLised movie's at 1- 25! arghHHh! thaNk god we'd just reach on tiMe wHeN it staRteD! :) hitCh turNs out to Be a pretty hilarious movie :) witH eNdiNgs that souNds like nIce-ness lols :) desperate starting witH a happy fruitful endinG, some movie for some guy who cant stand still wobbling like jellyinfront of the gal he fancies, lols! its cute watchiNg allegra falling foR cluMsy albert, and (yes it DOES happens in real liFe) i dunNo u call it charMinG or endeaRing but this explains why u don OWAYS fall foR the cutest of guys - gaH! iroNic

movie ends almost nearing 4 so we walked ard a bit hoPING to buMp into my IdeaL proM dreSS, enD up buMpiNg in2 ail,dee,shaMmy & booN! hah small worLd inDeed! pRoCeeded to starbuCks foR hot chOccie, (w/out deB and laurie) costhey have prOCeedEd hoMe, Nice weaTheR foR hot cHoCcie altogetHeR!~ :) its pouriNg drizzles outside while i aM sippInG on hot chOCcie ( remInds me oF the nIceness of feeliNg cocoONiZed thoUGh the heat nOw traVels insiDe out!* wiNKS ) comiNg to starBucKs will meaN i will oways go foR the cho-based driNks cos... i liKe chOCcie-tastiNg thINgs-LA~! haha it will be hot choccie, pure choccie or the furthest extent i will go will Be the rhUMba cappucino (thats cos it has swirLs of choc bits in it!! ) i haVe yet to trY the white_choccie bleNded (which i will in mY next visit, just chuck it in mY list of mental notes )

left approX 5 pM! loNg-lonG day iN One u,but have yet to fiNd a suitaBle dress (due to my piCk-isH *iMpeCcable tasTe?? * oR my duMPlINg-ed state?) sighz. its still slightly moist wheN we aRe out of The paRkiNg baY but nonetheless owwedy stopped pouriNg! :) i like the wetness in the air, the smell of rain-washed everythings. and aiR is slightly cool to the touch!~ wats sent me hoMe and i must say i aM happieR witH the state of his wiNdscreeN (not cos he had it cleaNed) but he'd driven anotheR car! (lols!) laZzy piggOs! lols!!

reachINg at the front of my door around 5-15 only to fiNd my caR driVeN out, i hope no ONe's hoMe,well at least tHe people who aRe cONCerNed what tiMe i shud B back and so oN. i went in, opeNed The dooR to fInd no one 's hoMe! well not in the liviNg roOm that is. signs of relieF. lets out a reasonable *pHew* cliMbed upstaiRs, eR well not LITERALLY alone at hoMe exactly, sis is engroSseD eYes aFfiXed to pc sCreeN she hardly acknowledge my pReseNce nextto heR till she hears me breathiNg i supPosE (haha) the vital people arent around la and i aM relieVed tHe 2nd tiMe lols

experince aN *excruciatiNg paiN* around 6! arGhH! i thought it was just a tuMmy discomfort,(due to earLY luNCh or IrreGulaR makan sche) but later on the nastiness uncoils and burNs and boils and its wanting To coME OUT tHAT IS!!!! several visits to the loo. then pHEW! 3rd sigh of RELIEF! lols! the pain remains, but much of its uncoiling and struggling has stopped, only to leave me weak- exhausted pale and motionless sprawled on bed. with a tipsy headache and subsequently a hurtful banging within my skull, throbbing pains near the temples and i curled up tighter inmy sheets,determine to will away that pain just by closing my eyes tightly and taking in fast breaths to take my mind off thiNKing of the pain, then slowly to smaller intakes of breath as it slowly goes away. was about to drift off sleeping wHen i felt anotHer stabbing pain iN my loweR tuMMy! ijust have to waLk this tiMe. all curled up in bed is not workINg and i need something to ease the *celaka-ed* paiN- oh d-ARN! walked dowN hunching old woman-style only to fiNd the medicine aint around in the drawers . oh d-ARN 2nd tiME! theN tHESE pplpulaK waNna go makaN seaFOOD in klANG! oh darN- 3rdtiMe. tuMMY ACHE + seafood = ?? idunNola. but fortunately while rummaging the contents of stuFfs iN sis's rooM, foUnd a sth that looks like the ubiquitous packaging of medicine! fOUND it! it was like haLLelujaH of some sort! okie not so ExxageratiNG! but pHeW! the 4tH tiMe! !!

feels slightly better ater the pill, but remnants of throbbIng headache still remains, subsequently feeling like spinning into Drowsy Land or sth. couldnt keep my head up at all times throughout the whole journey to klaNg! wheN we reach the destination, i guess due to the *discharge* and i needed sth to * replenisH* it so i began eating.. normally! feeling hungry takes my mind off that silly headache and yea seafood did MAKE ME feel better afteR al!! :) reaChed hoMe arOund 8-40 pM, and i aM spinning my way BacK to bed... zzz nites peeps!

slow fRiDay! pc-occupied alldaY!

incRedibly relaxiNg day, startiNg oFf by wakiNg up at aN astonishing 10aM! not very like Me nowaDays,haD not beeN sleeping foR alteRnate days thIs weEk! so insteaD of feeliNg refresHed froM sufficient ZZZz i acquired a doINks headache! eRRRrrrr wanna cekik that headache foR good! maKe me a coUCh potato for todAy( and hoW i hate tht feeliNg!) zzz head waning and waxing

nothIng reAlly prOduCtiVe till 1pM wHen a documentaRy caught mY atteNtioN. discovery channel: sth that has oways piqued my interest ! unlike the usual informative way of conveying awareness to viewers about the environment/nature/surrounding/human/animal behaviour, this one is documented as a researCh by a group of marine biologists oN the alarming nuMbers of dolphiN suicides@murdeRs (as presuMEd)

this group of researches are based at two main locations: foRay Mirth in Scotland and Virginia Beach in i-forgotten-where.( eR..? ) the documentary starts oFf witH findings of dolphin carcasses in Virginia Beach and the number of carcasses increased to an alarming rate of 16 deaths to count. the extraordinary part of it is having to find no serious sign of injury froM the exterior appearance of the dolphin. they'd often appeaR to loOk like any otheR healthy young dolphin,not a scratch,no bruises,no cuts,no signs of predatorial attacks or boat collision of anysort.

onlytill they did a postmortem on the babydolphins,they were shocked (& MoRtiFiEd) to find internal haemmoraging,focal bruises on the skin below the blubber, several serious organ injuries (like a BROKEN luNG?) sOBS!! and badly shattered ribcage( how grosteque moRe can this be?!soBs agaiN!)

so what/who can be hurting and killing these young dolphins so cruelly,so inhuman?? midway through the show,dad was getting to the door to leave for offiCe wheN he notiCed my appeaRiNg to be so anGuisHed, emotional and on verge of breakinginto teaRs kinda expressioN, reacting to mY kesiaN expressioN,he put on a comical one and asked.. *why loOk so like that * like wanna cry ledi. it was tHen i said. "those ickle' dolphins died very painfully, in a verykesian kinda way"

he carried his bag to the door aNd playfully poke at the kesian-ness and jokiNgly say, "die owedy buy a New oNe- lo".!(!!!) celaka sunggUh! (Wats foRbid!) teruKla- i knew he meant it in a humourly way,but i can't really help it teaRs start plopping uncontrollably! aIh!! {that emotion! so overwhelmiNg! :( }

sniFf snIff it turned out (even more shockinGly so) that these infant dolphins aRe BRUTALLY thRASHED anD THROWN into the air by theIr verY own species (possiblytheir very own herd, not to exclude their parents! ).. why.... arent dolphins mammals? arent they loving warM cute animals? :) well they seEmed so loVeable, so intelligent( sonar abilities and sucH) endeariNg qualities whIch maKe thEm as dolpHiN as theY caN be (thus sO loVeaBle by old and young alike!) why the sudden brutality, agressiveness and cruelty!?

*saDz* well lookiNg at the mammals in context, huMans aRe mammals too,yet they kill their own young,why shudnt the dolphins? logical explaination, but... so kesiaN la. now talkiNg abt it does briNg a misty veil in my eyes,about to teaR ledi but swallowed it back *gulps

oNe hour documentary suMOre!, with pg-rated gory extreme graphical visuals enclosed! eUwws all that blood, the broken bones, the damaged lung, the intense bruising, all details and graphics whicH sends out the description for brutal killing! and murdEr as being intentional!?! what aRe on THeSe dolphins' minds!?! their very own kind,and killing their own calf,dolphin-lings,!aH!! whats theiR motIVe for sucH brutality?? this haS beeN on my miNd the whOle nooN! thus takiNg my mInd oFf woRk for tHe day.!! enouGh ponderiNg and saDz saDz thoughts foR the mo! :)

haD a brIef luNch at hoMe b4 departinG to sEnd sis to tuitioN class at 2-15 pm :) stopped by at projet's @ dj to get something tomuNch oN! noe myself perfectly well i need sth to munch or cheW while attempting to get comfortable to woRk! duMpliNg for bfast REMINDS me i haventgotten anythINg foR prOM! (but oso reminded oF the similaritiEs of my physique as i looKed at the shaPe of the duMpliNg) lols! maDe Me lose my moOd anyhoW, but havent any mood fr daY ONE so no mood to lose! :P

had diNNeR at the usual ard-7pm and bolted upstairs to turn on the pc:) does some rearranging in My pc,sort some files, get stuff organised,straighten and attempted to start on woRk but remeMbered i aM goiN yuMchA wiF law and deBb! apparently kWooi is suPPosedly (or promisingly) to join us but He was still on his way back froM PP,in sHaH alAM, at 10 45 pM~while we WeRe owedy in bananaleAf!

deBbs got MAd cos she has to wait like 40 MINS in centrepoint aloNe! (she has Good reasons to do so,cos so would i)but when i got into the car 10 pm pronto! just start hammeriNg at laUrIE foR beiNg late, and MUST remeMber to BE mORE difficult on hIM nextime! (cos he says i am AN easy)! ! aRGHHHH! does being easy make u aN easy target to BE taKeN advanTaGe oF? REALLY must ttrY to BE MORE DIIFICULT LIAOS! haha!

wats on the otHeR hanD mustbe OWEDY snoozing wHen we reaCh centrepoint! :) sleepypIggo! its a lil odd goin odd witH em cos i seemed closer and more comfy with laurie alone (witH his gf o not) butthis all the moRe makes me more conscious of what i say to hiM. mustnt seem toocomfortable or it wiill seem inappropriate. atleast iam aware of this but debbs is this gal i have known for some period of tiMe but still remaiN a mystery to me! (jwey! i agRee wiF u!) lols.

got baCk at 11.25 sharp! deBbs got a lil comfy 10 mins b4 we left as she was engaging in conversations and considerinG the tiMe she spent on phone just now,it was morethan the amountof tiMe she spoke with us.(how ironic huh: SO near YET so FAR!) guess she has her own reason to feel a lil passive or maybe pissed??! maybe its just deBB, pooR laUrIE! eKeekees!

haha! got hOme and feeliNg freNzied so fisH outthe caMera and start snapPInG! (duno whats ggotten into my head this tIME! :P) but whateveR it is , i dON wanna get into the miNd of a BOTTLENose dolphiN, cos i cant stand another sightof a cut-up organ revealiNg bloody body of a babydolphiN. - theRe i go agaiN. --soBs-

oNe of the piCs i toOk when i was feeliNg wacky ((???)

fiNaLLy its oVeR!

diN get to zzz till arounD 2aM! was on the pHone and chattIng witH my sis! sisteRs are weiRd sumtImeS,
theRe weRe tImes when we cant stand the presEnce of each oTheR, but thEre weRe also tiMes we couldnt liVe w/out each otHeR.
speNt the whOle nite lastnIte crackiNg silly jOkes, non-intentional ones involving woRds like *no balls* gaWd haha!

speNd tHe wHole morNinG up tryiNg to coMplete that darN model oF mIne! oNLy fiNisHeD tWO! arGHH and maNifEsto not cOmplete yet!daNgz indeed, anD haS 2 b iN caFeteRia at 12nooN sharP foR pre-intro foR prOM! scheduled to reaCh by noon sharp as requested but foresee am nOT gOIN to make it ON tIME!mornINg owedy cut short just by tryiNg to coMplete those models (yet theY looKed like craP! AWRgHh) just briNg the models alONg laa! migHt see lect lateR oN!

got to col lateR thaN expecteD! (like 12 15 i guess) reMeMbeR receiviNg call froM jwey askiNg foR my locatioNs! lOOk ridIcuLoUsly siLLy, nerVous and all veRY unruLy witH my not-been-trimmed-since-aug-windblown haiR, hand holdinG paperbag, busy, nonchalant and oblivious to it all till i reach the liFt! daNg yet for aNotheR tiMe!so sLOw!wanna take the staIrs but aM so feeliNg flImsy i chaNged my miNd, and within secs *tiNg*,got into lift ,3rd flooR! (crOsses fINgeRs i aM notthe oNly oNe lat3**)

as i have said, was nOnchalant abt my appeaRanCe wheN i suddenLY thoUGht , gee! i was here foR a ReasON! and May ( one of the noMineEs was holdiNg a haNdycaM in Her haNd, awRGHHHhhh, looKiNg eVerywHeRe for a PaPeRbaG,but aLas!) did i comb my hair, straightened my skirt and was my halter looking in plaCe?! feelINg conscious@parAnoid out of a sudDeN! (which i shudnt be, cos jwey was sorta giving me an assuriNg look, which he oways does!) but its cute,cos he noes thats what i Need! :)

oVEraLL perFOrMaNce went noT as Well as it HAD yesterDAy at the HALL! i favoR jason's and Olivia's perfoRmaNe particularLy, for they hV so MucH eFfort put inTO,only tO be left dissApoiNteD witH the soUnds systeM marriNg theiR almost-perfect perforManCe as coMpaRed to the day befORE! and that NOISE in the cafeteria diN help eitHeR (and my phobia for crowds) ouRs wenT well tOo(me and jwey the 5th couple to be introduced), or so we've coNviNced eacH otHeR :P ( though i aM still terrified about speaking in front of a cafeteria filled with students, worsT witH tHe year3 enginnering students in front, gerard and gang!) the fisrt couple did better the day before too! (me tiNks its the echo in the hall)

botH clive and may aRe prettyshy and inward ppl, till this veryday,though i;d rather quite develope a liking to may,cos she seems so shy quiet and reserved yet so demure and sweet and... so... i dunno theres sense of purity and innocence about her, wHicH maKes heR so.. likeaBle?! :)

haha! hayleY is the crOWd's fav! as she's suCh a sWeetlookINg thinGY! ;) while chai, on the otHeR hand has aN absolutely endearinG quality, witH his coyness and sometimes-astonishing-expressions! u would thINk theY maKe a weird looKIng couple butthey botH sHaRe a certain aiR of similarity,which i yetto find out (!) lols!

the 6tH and LAST couple,lou yeH and tHe otHeR guy did well too, with unintentional spill of forgottenlyrics which caused an uproar amOnG the chinese students in the cafeteria! we had a good laugh, a fuN tIme and great experIeNce! i was not very concerNed witH the votINgs, but aM ratHeR worRied about tHe way i preSentEd myselF that day, was it due to that, that subconsciously i am conscious about the votiNgs as well? daNg! haha! i dunno whats gotten into me that day but i bolted right back home afteR thE intrO, was so loNgiNg foR a sHowER, ( as if to metaphoRiCallY waSh all that residue of feaR that cluNg onto me all noON!) and just did GET to say a briEf "bye" to jwey! :( aWww (lols)!

and yea! fiNally its REALLY oveR, the most dreaded moment has inDeed passed and def been theRe doNe that, but i cant help recalling back what i said! was i stutteriNg?my posture?was it proper?appropriate?lop sided?too casual?too rIGid? haH! its pHYSICALLY reallY oVER, but yet aM still thINKIng abt it! aRGHhhH! yiKEYS! yet the thrill still throbs withiN me, wEre thEy listeniNg!? to conclude it all, i WAS REALLY so the conscious,haha! never knew i had that part of Me till toDay! i got over the fright a lil and hope i will be good by next friday (seriousLY crosSed fINGERS!_)

was suPPosEd to Meet unCle today foR a "tutorial" of some sort but he was attendiNg a meetiNg,i waitedfor his call froM 2 pM to 5 pM then i cant stand waiting i gave hiM a call only to fInD hiM extendIng the meetiNg to satuRday morNing!! noNetHeless ,afteR my recoVEry froM the earlieR *excitement*, jwey callEd to cheCk if i aM *settLed doWn* ;) how incrediblythoughtful?! lols!

a toucHiNg stoRy whIcH has aN amUsiNg toUch to it! :)

found this on frenster bulletin, simple story,nice characters ,cute plot (esp the 'ickle fiNgeR parts) happily ever -after, what more can u ask! :) read on and enjoy! :)

Long time ago.. there was a princess who lived inthe palace.. she was a very beautiful and wiseprincess.. many prince has come to ask for herhand.. but all of the princes was rejected.. Finally,she decided to get married.. many competitionwasheld to choose her husband.. finally, only 5 princewas left.. she thought of a plan.. she'll hide herhand and stick out a finger.. each of the prince getto guess which finger it was.. The first prince showher his thumb.. the second prince show her his2ndfinger.. the third prince show her his index fingerand was slap by the princess.. the fourth princeshow her his marriage finger.. finally.. the lastprince show her his last finger. The princesslookedat the 5th prince and took out her hidden hand..theprincess also pointed out her last finger.. shehooked it with him and they got married.. theywerevery very happy together until one day..the princehad to go to war.. the princess was sad andworried.. so the prince hook fingers with her sayingthat he will come back alive for her.. Days pastby,and soon,1 year has past..the prince have notreturned..rumours was spreading everywhere thatthe prince had died..so, many other prince cametoask for her hand to remarry..reluctant,she continuewaiting for the prince..years past by and she knewshe had to marry again.. She decided to do thesame thing..she stick out her last finger infront ofthe princes..but none of them know what shemeant..they thought she wanted a ring on her lastfinger..so,she marry none of them.. One day,abeggar wearing a hat came and wanted to ask forthe princess hand..at first,the soldiers stoppedhim..but,the princess thought that everybody had achance..so,she let him in..the princess did thesame thing,and to her surprise,the beggar stickhis last finger and hook it on hers.. Later,the beggartook out his hat..looking at him,the princess foundout that he was her lost husband..she huggedhim.. and they were together again happily..dayspast... One night,the prince woke up and walk outof his bed..disturbed by the prince..the princesswoke up too.. she followed him..but after hewalkedout of the gate.. he disappeared.. the princess wassad.. Later,she found out that the prince had diedwhen he was on his way back from the war..but,inorder to honour his promise..he came back as aghost.. 7month is the ghost festival..so,7X7=49..hecould only be with her for 49 days and ltr,he wouldvanshed forever.. Finally,the princess found theprince body..she lied beside him,hook her fingerwith his and drank poison..so,that is how it ends..Now ,u know how the last finger was said to bemade as promises..pls let this story flow on..

sUnDaY : laZy waY cRazy dAy!

still halfway up my dreaMs and oWays the highly anticipated episodes theN BOOM!..
some MorNiNg caLL la lols! bFast oN suNday morNiNg.. ehe.dOn feel Much like it actually but everyone will starve if I don get my lazybUmpkiNs outta bed soon!

being the eldest has much of its cons, FIRSTly, i doN get to chOOSe who i waNna have bReakfast wiTh, Second: THEY don oNLY get tO Choose ME to HAVE breaKFast wiTH, i Gotta HEar tHEM all whiNy and coMplaININg whatnot they having for bFast oR swhaTsoeVer!

no peAce settlIng foR a place to eat cos tHeRe are FOUR different indiViduals havINg theIr veRY OWN idea oF aN IDEAL BREAKFAST! aRGHHHHhh,ThirDLY, noT ONLy i goTta hEaR the whINies i gOTta go stop thEM or i'll go InsaNe and prOb joIN tHeM whInINg abOut theM! not-a-Very-good-start for sUndaY morNIng, well not so TOO for preV weEks, but tHis is one oF the InsaNe-est :P:P

fInallY settLed fOR wOngKOk iN ss2, not a Good chOiCe, bRo suLKiNg and (when He doEs) u see a Variety of eXpRessIOn u SO wanna captUre oN canvas or Sth.. (but i M awEfuL iN portraits,lols) bro SulKiNg is daily occurence, when his displeased, agitated proVoked annoyed : eGO as hUge as tHe giaNt Who liVes-in-the-BeaNstalK.. FEE fi FO fum.. watever... his hands work up some magic too, small and tiny as he seemed, his abilities seem to range froM aBle to KILL u aliVe wiTH his DaggeRed stareS (i got iMMuned to that one) to oVertUrNIng the taBle and noticing aN unMistakABle clouD of steaM seeePiNg froM his Very scaLp,thats enjoyable to watch: my sisters and me agree, cRuelly admittingly so. spenDiNg an Hr for bFast, sEnt sis HoMe to fetcH her tuitiOn *suPpLIes*, leaViNg pHeNgZeRs and May resumIng to thEiR freNch tOAsts, ReaChed hOme to Find a VERY-disSaProVinG loOk frOm dad. sigh

foUnd that as ReasOn to leAve hse actualLY!:) PheNgZeRs and m3 went to aMcoRp to do a lil shoppINg! to get my Hp credits,first and mostforemost oBjective of this getaway.left at 1:30 scheduled to leaVe prOmptly at 2:15! ( to picK sis froM ss2's Yee's) sOme driVer of THe day!bUmpEd into Ex wHilE rushIng, he haS silly LooKIng haIR and that MaKes me woNdeR agaiN and AgaIN,what DID i fInd sO aTTraCtIve in HIm i TOok like God,oH gEe OveR a YEAR to get OVER hiM!

sMaCksfOreheaD the tears that i pour, the strings that tugged at my heart, the pieces that were never found,not till this very day! AH! the pain that i felt! GOD it feels great! pain is good cos its the painfullest pain and all iCkle pains aFteR that felt nO moRe thaN an ant-bite(or More likely NIBble in thiS case) well, it has Not made me less human, but to thInk of it in a Way it had maDe u feEl eXactly how u Are suppOSed to afteR a heartbreaK, u pIck urselF up froM the duMps and u clIMb and walk aGaIn, lIfe Goes on... well at least a siMilaR scenario eveR to repeat its histoRy agaiN, u'll be betteR oFf tackLing the pRoB, less tears , paiN depRessioN and all.

arRiVed HomE appRox alMost 3pM and all tHEse ppl wEre iN thekitCheN carryINg what seemed like this GLASS boX that LookeD terrIblY weiGhty cos tHeRe weRe about 4 MeN carryiNg it froM all 4 siDes, anguisHed loOks and all! pooR fisHy have ta swIm around halF taNk foR 10days!(due to leakage that occured midway oF the aquariuM) this NeW taNk is foR hIM and its a WelldeseRved oNe, thoUgh he hadnt beEn really behaVINg well lately! swiMMinG angrily and tHrasHIng furiously, causing some hearts to plunder and flutteR ( esp Mine!)

it scAreS me to see Mr aRoWanA act liKe that thoUGh he aint exactly the kiNda fISh u could pet sTroKe oR cuddle, but due to that particular gruMpiness(facial expression and all,not that HE can help it: and yea note the irony) he'd earNed a Very speciaL plaCe in My VeRy heart, and it pains me to see hIm tHrashIng causInG his beautiful scales falling onto the bed of the tank :(

thIs ReallY reMinds Me of aN iNcideNt whicH tOOk plaCe yeaRs ago, wheN i was baRely 12,or even 10 when the 1st arOwaNa we had ( a silver one) diEd of poisOnIng. All i'd ReMeMbeRed frOm it waS cryiNg the entiRe nite refusinG to let him *die*. the emotion u get when u see a pet fisH Die...whiCh u;d get accustOmed to foR all those YEars, siNce u wEre a toDdleR , it just paiNs me.

Mr Silver ( thats what i will like to call hIM, thOugh Silverfish will sound better oFf more exclusive, but i;d prefer the traditional formeR) is like a family memBer to ME! waS fliPping through some old albums wheN i foUnd most of the piccies of ME weRe taKeN witH Mr.SilveR andMY pacifieR (lols) oNe of the closest kiNs in my familY hoMe wHeRe i could neitheR fiNd comfoRt wHeN i cry,not a welcomiNg hug wheN i m feelIng frus( teethINg, whinINg, bawLInG) but i fInd joy watchiNg hiM swimMiNg swIMMINg swiMMIng!:) it never boRed me to see the fish swimming to and fro right to left in that smalleR taNk but ratHEr aN amusiNg pastIme! notHIng really productiVe. life as a baby(sinCe i aM strategically locateD just beside the taNk, sitting contently iN the baby chaiR, pacifieR equipped!

so Now Mr .OraNge has a New home, and hope he;s happy iN it; for the past feW moNths had been tormentoUs foR hiM, if Not foR us. he'd been infected with fUngal growtH or sth which is sth like tht dun recall the proper terM foR it but it hadnt changed in the past few monThs and its odd seeiNg his glorious orange self soaked in different coloured liquids everyweek.

the removal hadnt been permanent and at a time it gOt so BAD white threadlike worMies start shedding out of His skiN eUwyUckSiEsss :(:( till he have ta get soaKed in coloured liquids in months to come andthis has maDe him slightly agitated, foR imagIne seeiNg the saMe colOUR foR a Whole weeK and SeeiNg anoTheR foR yet anOtHeR weEk! colouR detectinG abilitieS gOne foR sUre if iT haD beeN me! :P lIfe had BeEN hazy and BluRRy for ThiS pet fiSh oF mINe .. so hoPes he;s happY now! happY:)-as-in-go-lucky-like-doRy_!

Mr.oRaNge heRe soaKed in greEN gOo-ed taNk. gUess he doesnt lOok toO happy, does he?

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its almost dinnertime now, i wonder saVoury vegee is ready owedies o not!
someone pls kill my appetite before i start munching on the house! :P wiNks!

faMiliaR whIff of saVouRy vege. yuM

waking up at 11 am oN a noRmal college day does feel oddish, approximately when the clock strikes half past niNe, i wOke up with a jolt!! daNg i aM late foR clasSS!!!! took me a while to realise its wednesday.......fell back to slumberland zzz,have aN incredibLy sleepyhead.
Meant to join parents foR morniNg walk but the present cocooned state is enough to make me forget about myintentions of losing that spare babyfat. zzZz i aM one of those who can sleep with my eyes half close with thoughts swimming in my mind, smiling sleepily halfway through my daydreaMs. justtheN when i was goiN to do sth exciting in my dreaM, the sound of someone opening the door woke me up with a jolt! (again!) *muMbles to sis* *whattime isWit noww....*bythe time the earlydebut appearance of the noon sun has shone right onto the foot of my bed, leaving a warm presence to it, as if someone had sat theRe the whole time,watching me.
brewing cooking stewing in the kitchen which is a long way froM wheRe i am sitting now is a very delightful sMell, the smell of savoury lettuce leaves( orf some sort, i am sure it has a name..but bother!) and canned pork! hOme cooKed, tantalising, appettite whetting, yuMs! i had lunCh at hoMe, just after dropping bratty bro and sweetsis at cHs, and appetiser befoRe that. i now have a super-ability of able to stomache various foods in one meal. maYbe a 2nd or 3rd tuMMy is growiNg withiN me. wheRe i 'd get my appetite froM i woNder, it gets huGe-r wheN stH savoury's cookiNg at hoMe ( like now!) darN!having second thoughts of goiN proM now.... cant imagine turNiNg up looking like a duMpling tiEd up in riBbons (yiKey*)
a guy just turned up at my house this afternoon, he's the son of the carpenter who woRks for My uncle (who's a interior designer) who, at the same time made the furnitures in ur home.( inoe this is confusing!) coincidentally, i worked for my uncle before and i met this girl who'd happened to work for my uncle too and yea she's interior designer and her fatheR is the carpenter i ve talkiNg about, and there the guy is, hammering away at the shelves ,her very own brother. dunno how small the world can be!:) and we all have sth in common, thats in the design field that is. Currently this interior fren of mine (lets call her S) is helping my eldest aunt with re-designing her condominium home in BU! lols. thats how the world goes around i guess everything is related to one anotheR!!