slow fRiDay! pc-occupied alldaY!

incRedibly relaxiNg day, startiNg oFf by wakiNg up at aN astonishing 10aM! not very like Me nowaDays,haD not beeN sleeping foR alteRnate days thIs weEk! so insteaD of feeliNg refresHed froM sufficient ZZZz i acquired a doINks headache! eRRRrrrr wanna cekik that headache foR good! maKe me a coUCh potato for todAy( and hoW i hate tht feeliNg!) zzz head waning and waxing

nothIng reAlly prOduCtiVe till 1pM wHen a documentaRy caught mY atteNtioN. discovery channel: sth that has oways piqued my interest ! unlike the usual informative way of conveying awareness to viewers about the environment/nature/surrounding/human/animal behaviour, this one is documented as a researCh by a group of marine biologists oN the alarming nuMbers of dolphiN suicides@murdeRs (as presuMEd)

this group of researches are based at two main locations: foRay Mirth in Scotland and Virginia Beach in i-forgotten-where.( eR..? ) the documentary starts oFf witH findings of dolphin carcasses in Virginia Beach and the number of carcasses increased to an alarming rate of 16 deaths to count. the extraordinary part of it is having to find no serious sign of injury froM the exterior appearance of the dolphin. they'd often appeaR to loOk like any otheR healthy young dolphin,not a scratch,no bruises,no cuts,no signs of predatorial attacks or boat collision of anysort.

onlytill they did a postmortem on the babydolphins,they were shocked (& MoRtiFiEd) to find internal haemmoraging,focal bruises on the skin below the blubber, several serious organ injuries (like a BROKEN luNG?) sOBS!! and badly shattered ribcage( how grosteque moRe can this be?!soBs agaiN!)

so what/who can be hurting and killing these young dolphins so cruelly,so inhuman?? midway through the show,dad was getting to the door to leave for offiCe wheN he notiCed my appeaRiNg to be so anGuisHed, emotional and on verge of breakinginto teaRs kinda expressioN, reacting to mY kesiaN expressioN,he put on a comical one and asked.. *why loOk so like that * like wanna cry ledi. it was tHen i said. "those ickle' dolphins died very painfully, in a verykesian kinda way"

he carried his bag to the door aNd playfully poke at the kesian-ness and jokiNgly say, "die owedy buy a New oNe- lo".!(!!!) celaka sunggUh! (Wats foRbid!) teruKla- i knew he meant it in a humourly way,but i can't really help it teaRs start plopping uncontrollably! aIh!! {that emotion! so overwhelmiNg! :( }

sniFf snIff it turned out (even more shockinGly so) that these infant dolphins aRe BRUTALLY thRASHED anD THROWN into the air by theIr verY own species (possiblytheir very own herd, not to exclude their parents! ).. why.... arent dolphins mammals? arent they loving warM cute animals? :) well they seEmed so loVeable, so intelligent( sonar abilities and sucH) endeariNg qualities whIch maKe thEm as dolpHiN as theY caN be (thus sO loVeaBle by old and young alike!) why the sudden brutality, agressiveness and cruelty!?

*saDz* well lookiNg at the mammals in context, huMans aRe mammals too,yet they kill their own young,why shudnt the dolphins? logical explaination, but... so kesiaN la. now talkiNg abt it does briNg a misty veil in my eyes,about to teaR ledi but swallowed it back *gulps

oNe hour documentary suMOre!, with pg-rated gory extreme graphical visuals enclosed! eUwws all that blood, the broken bones, the damaged lung, the intense bruising, all details and graphics whicH sends out the description for brutal killing! and murdEr as being intentional!?! what aRe on THeSe dolphins' minds!?! their very own kind,and killing their own calf,dolphin-lings,!aH!! whats theiR motIVe for sucH brutality?? this haS beeN on my miNd the whOle nooN! thus takiNg my mInd oFf woRk for tHe day.!! enouGh ponderiNg and saDz saDz thoughts foR the mo! :)

haD a brIef luNch at hoMe b4 departinG to sEnd sis to tuitioN class at 2-15 pm :) stopped by at projet's @ dj to get something tomuNch oN! noe myself perfectly well i need sth to munch or cheW while attempting to get comfortable to woRk! duMpliNg for bfast REMINDS me i haventgotten anythINg foR prOM! (but oso reminded oF the similaritiEs of my physique as i looKed at the shaPe of the duMpliNg) lols! maDe Me lose my moOd anyhoW, but havent any mood fr daY ONE so no mood to lose! :P

had diNNeR at the usual ard-7pm and bolted upstairs to turn on the pc:) does some rearranging in My pc,sort some files, get stuff organised,straighten and attempted to start on woRk but remeMbered i aM goiN yuMchA wiF law and deBb! apparently kWooi is suPPosedly (or promisingly) to join us but He was still on his way back froM PP,in sHaH alAM, at 10 45 pM~while we WeRe owedy in bananaleAf!

deBbs got MAd cos she has to wait like 40 MINS in centrepoint aloNe! (she has Good reasons to do so,cos so would i)but when i got into the car 10 pm pronto! just start hammeriNg at laUrIE foR beiNg late, and MUST remeMber to BE mORE difficult on hIM nextime! (cos he says i am AN easy)! ! aRGHHHH! does being easy make u aN easy target to BE taKeN advanTaGe oF? REALLY must ttrY to BE MORE DIIFICULT LIAOS! haha!

wats on the otHeR hanD mustbe OWEDY snoozing wHen we reaCh centrepoint! :) sleepypIggo! its a lil odd goin odd witH em cos i seemed closer and more comfy with laurie alone (witH his gf o not) butthis all the moRe makes me more conscious of what i say to hiM. mustnt seem toocomfortable or it wiill seem inappropriate. atleast iam aware of this but debbs is this gal i have known for some period of tiMe but still remaiN a mystery to me! (jwey! i agRee wiF u!) lols.

got baCk at 11.25 sharp! deBbs got a lil comfy 10 mins b4 we left as she was engaging in conversations and considerinG the tiMe she spent on phone just now,it was morethan the amountof tiMe she spoke with us.(how ironic huh: SO near YET so FAR!) guess she has her own reason to feel a lil passive or maybe pissed??! maybe its just deBB, pooR laUrIE! eKeekees!

haha! got hOme and feeliNg freNzied so fisH outthe caMera and start snapPInG! (duno whats ggotten into my head this tIME! :P) but whateveR it is , i dON wanna get into the miNd of a BOTTLENose dolphiN, cos i cant stand another sightof a cut-up organ revealiNg bloody body of a babydolphiN. - theRe i go agaiN. --soBs-

oNe of the piCs i toOk when i was feeliNg wacky ((???)