fiNaLLy its oVeR!

diN get to zzz till arounD 2aM! was on the pHone and chattIng witH my sis! sisteRs are weiRd sumtImeS,
theRe weRe tImes when we cant stand the presEnce of each oTheR, but thEre weRe also tiMes we couldnt liVe w/out each otHeR.
speNt the whOle nite lastnIte crackiNg silly jOkes, non-intentional ones involving woRds like *no balls* gaWd haha!

speNd tHe wHole morNinG up tryiNg to coMplete that darN model oF mIne! oNLy fiNisHeD tWO! arGHH and maNifEsto not cOmplete yet!daNgz indeed, anD haS 2 b iN caFeteRia at 12nooN sharP foR pre-intro foR prOM! scheduled to reaCh by noon sharp as requested but foresee am nOT gOIN to make it ON tIME!mornINg owedy cut short just by tryiNg to coMplete those models (yet theY looKed like craP! AWRgHh) just briNg the models alONg laa! migHt see lect lateR oN!

got to col lateR thaN expecteD! (like 12 15 i guess) reMeMbeR receiviNg call froM jwey askiNg foR my locatioNs! lOOk ridIcuLoUsly siLLy, nerVous and all veRY unruLy witH my not-been-trimmed-since-aug-windblown haiR, hand holdinG paperbag, busy, nonchalant and oblivious to it all till i reach the liFt! daNg yet for aNotheR tiMe!so sLOw!wanna take the staIrs but aM so feeliNg flImsy i chaNged my miNd, and within secs *tiNg*,got into lift ,3rd flooR! (crOsses fINgeRs i aM notthe oNly oNe lat3**)

as i have said, was nOnchalant abt my appeaRanCe wheN i suddenLY thoUGht , gee! i was here foR a ReasON! and May ( one of the noMineEs was holdiNg a haNdycaM in Her haNd, awRGHHHhhh, looKiNg eVerywHeRe for a PaPeRbaG,but aLas!) did i comb my hair, straightened my skirt and was my halter looking in plaCe?! feelINg conscious@parAnoid out of a sudDeN! (which i shudnt be, cos jwey was sorta giving me an assuriNg look, which he oways does!) but its cute,cos he noes thats what i Need! :)

oVEraLL perFOrMaNce went noT as Well as it HAD yesterDAy at the HALL! i favoR jason's and Olivia's perfoRmaNe particularLy, for they hV so MucH eFfort put inTO,only tO be left dissApoiNteD witH the soUnds systeM marriNg theiR almost-perfect perforManCe as coMpaRed to the day befORE! and that NOISE in the cafeteria diN help eitHeR (and my phobia for crowds) ouRs wenT well tOo(me and jwey the 5th couple to be introduced), or so we've coNviNced eacH otHeR :P ( though i aM still terrified about speaking in front of a cafeteria filled with students, worsT witH tHe year3 enginnering students in front, gerard and gang!) the fisrt couple did better the day before too! (me tiNks its the echo in the hall)

botH clive and may aRe prettyshy and inward ppl, till this veryday,though i;d rather quite develope a liking to may,cos she seems so shy quiet and reserved yet so demure and sweet and... so... i dunno theres sense of purity and innocence about her, wHicH maKes heR so.. likeaBle?! :)

haha! hayleY is the crOWd's fav! as she's suCh a sWeetlookINg thinGY! ;) while chai, on the otHeR hand has aN absolutely endearinG quality, witH his coyness and sometimes-astonishing-expressions! u would thINk theY maKe a weird looKIng couple butthey botH sHaRe a certain aiR of similarity,which i yetto find out (!) lols!

the 6tH and LAST couple,lou yeH and tHe otHeR guy did well too, with unintentional spill of forgottenlyrics which caused an uproar amOnG the chinese students in the cafeteria! we had a good laugh, a fuN tIme and great experIeNce! i was not very concerNed witH the votINgs, but aM ratHeR worRied about tHe way i preSentEd myselF that day, was it due to that, that subconsciously i am conscious about the votiNgs as well? daNg! haha! i dunno whats gotten into me that day but i bolted right back home afteR thE intrO, was so loNgiNg foR a sHowER, ( as if to metaphoRiCallY waSh all that residue of feaR that cluNg onto me all noON!) and just did GET to say a briEf "bye" to jwey! :( aWww (lols)!

and yea! fiNally its REALLY oveR, the most dreaded moment has inDeed passed and def been theRe doNe that, but i cant help recalling back what i said! was i stutteriNg?my posture?was it proper?appropriate?lop sided?too casual?too rIGid? haH! its pHYSICALLY reallY oVER, but yet aM still thINKIng abt it! aRGHhhH! yiKEYS! yet the thrill still throbs withiN me, wEre thEy listeniNg!? to conclude it all, i WAS REALLY so the conscious,haha! never knew i had that part of Me till toDay! i got over the fright a lil and hope i will be good by next friday (seriousLY crosSed fINGERS!_)

was suPPosEd to Meet unCle today foR a "tutorial" of some sort but he was attendiNg a meetiNg,i waitedfor his call froM 2 pM to 5 pM then i cant stand waiting i gave hiM a call only to fInD hiM extendIng the meetiNg to satuRday morNing!! noNetHeless ,afteR my recoVEry froM the earlieR *excitement*, jwey callEd to cheCk if i aM *settLed doWn* ;) how incrediblythoughtful?! lols!