*bLeeps*

had a thorough long class this noon starting at around 2.. (and was still sketching as the lecturers arrived_fashionably late)

have the silly habit to have gOne through research after research on design and form and taking a helluva long time to digest digest digest and get it out on my own terms in my proposed design.

feel like a cow thats feeding on greens with a malfunctioning cant-digest-cellulose gizzard*

arGhhs.

it just bugs me so much that i want the best i can produce with the allocated limited span of time but i spend it hrs on research leaving a wee few mins for the execution *sketching it all out of cos!* *sketch in scraggly waGgy wiGgly lines* huMMphhhs * but i still like!* so there! lol!

tutorial went alarmingly and surprisingly well for me, in fact my work got mentioned a few times i cant help but feel guilt creeping like smoke veils hungrily choking me from behind.

*i finished that in less than less than HALF AN HOUR kays!*

i COULD have done better than if i had shifted the extra 30mins from research to sketching for good then!

*though i must admit,i can sketch in a jiffY, Or even in a flash when i am paNicky!

DANGz!

tralalalalalala.

went home with a gleeful smile on my face

even the annoying heat is starting to feel nothing more than a warm caress on my bare shoulders as i walked out of the college entrance.

nothing feels better than having the sun smiling back at me :P:P

tra la la la la lal la!




gotta start on new stage after this,hmmph

the sooner i get past this the better i feel i tell myself with a wistful smiley.

yes it certainly does,
today was a great exaMple.

p/s: bumped in2 Garry after class today, thanks for the invitation Garry(if u are reading this), was thoughtful that u asked .. :)

:: one smIley for you! ::





::: and oNe huGgie wuGgie foR teDdy! for tht simple coMforting conversatioN afteR my shoRt exchange of sth with bro :::

as for now,
i shall sleep
in . - . peace.

gOodnite!