[[MerRy]] cHristMas.

lol, the paRtY has just beguN.
and happily i am seated in my liVing rooM, watChing Secret Window (i am so scared, wince) HAHAH
laughiNg at those people who excitedly bounce and danCe to the rhythm of loud music,
and yeaH i mean Stuffed together like sardines wrIgliNg in theiR tins,
HOw LOL-!

just me and the soUR grape syNdrome , Lol
this year is yet another year,(i have tURNED 21, but accOrding to parents, it doesnt MEAN i have TURNED into a responsible person... and bla blabla)
they are the first set of parents who make clubbing seeM like aN illegal and despicable activity< (not to mention make other Parents lOok bad) by sayiNg..

"We love u, and care enough to woRry u'll get into trouble.. u noe people thEse days are very mean, and we doN't want u to bump into them" and Blablablabla BlAA

foolishly they believe that ONLY in tHese plaCes i WILL buMp into tHese people (who have bad intentions oR whatsoever) and they thiNk i am a 4year old, defenseless and hopeless in the midst of this people.

oh yeah... so EVERY other parent in the woRld care less of theiR children's safety and doN't love them enough to stop them huh..... oh yea nice try
try that on my 15year old cousin bro_he'll holler sth nasty onto ur face

HULLO!! i have been to the nastIest plaCes and back,in a pieCe so whats wrOng with goinG to parTy with group of trusty frens who are there to loOk out for me..
and yaDa yada yada.. " You will neveR know what they will do when they are drunk....thiNgs get outta hand sometImes"
oh yeah gOod poiNt.!
i want to read that as * it is unsafe to drink and drive* but instead i see a RED SIGNPOST clearly hollering at me * u might get unwantedly pregnant* (or pregnantly unwanted????)

and now they make everYONE else in the woRLd look like animals (my close buddies included)
and thanks dad, for the clear hints
while they ARE the only angels, halo, feather wings and all
not to mention patronising
i AM defenseless (against my parents' constant shooting.....)
ssighs....

Just two Days ago, after a night out at fren's place to celebrate her biRthday and another fren's , they MAde ME look like the MOST irresponsible persoN on earth by sayiNg,
" I told u to come back early, and u came back past 12 last nite, and was on the phone till about 1am"
" Do u noe how woRRied i aM when tHe hoUse is left defenseless waiting for u to be hoMe without the alarM system activated? "
" i Cant slEep all nite till it's switched on u noe that, it makes me wOrry"
" People can just come in and break into the house while everyone is asleep U NOE THAT (and god noes what u are doiNg out there, taking weed i hope not)

i get the indication that THe safEty of THE HOUSE is their main concern now
and logically, if i explain to them why i am late,
it is not goiNg to help me fall back on
or make my house a less susceptible victim of RObbery!

so..
whats the point of explaining really
....


thats so much of me that i have shared today

after all. its the season of giving and sharing....

yeaH, before i forget
MeRRy ChristMas & a Happy New yeaR