waViNg the whIte fLag

do u wonder why sometimes u are surrounded inside out with a certain emotion
then a certain soNg comes along
and theN wHaM! it just hits u right there
and there's no turNing back really
i thought it is a normal response to avoid getting pained
just as simply as getting blown by a certain tune, melody or words
but just as i was listeniNg to it a work
i knew i had to come back with that soNg playing inmy pc while i am doing my work
i am uncertain whats making me letting me doing this to myself
but i guess i am enjoying the pain as much as i wanna rid it
again, maybe this is a great way to get myself accustomed to pain till
all that is felt is just an empty numbness
and a smile is as easy as faking a smile, unfeeling, cold and artificial

funny i didnt realise how much this song meant all this while
although dido was sorta an all time favourite
she just has a sorta husky mellow and motherly voice that soothes
and this time she'd just delivered the soNg perfectly
with a spRinkle of melancholy
its perfeCt

. :: Dido_White Flag :: .

I know you think that I shouldn't still love you
I'll tell you that
But if I didn't say it
Well, I'd still have felt it
Where's the sense in that?

I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

I know I left too much mess
And destruction to come back again
And I caused but nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "It's over"
Then I'm sure that that makes sense

Well I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

And when we meet
As I'm sure we will
All that was then
Will be there still
I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be

Well I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be