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i cried at the mere sight of a black worm today
dunno why i did it
but its slick black shiny body writhing filled with unimaginable liquid made me cringe
i screamed for a continuous 15 mins pausing a milisecond (am exaggerating ere) to catch my breath ( poor gal)
but the image keeps flashing and only way to block it from appearing was to scream
and jump
and dance around like an excited monkey (onlythis is an upsetted one, lost his banana i guess)
i ran upstairs, my bro looking at me with an expression written *what the heck is REALLY wrong with this gurl* i lOok at him with doleful eyes, now wateRy
and start bursting into tears, though they werent exactlythe ones u shed cos u were sad or sth
rather traumatized what happened like precisely a week ago.
sobs
it went on like a few minutes then i jumped up wiping off the tears, laughing at my ridiculous behaviour
went out to lunch
should have seen the way my parents reacted earlier
i acted like i was in a fit or sth
*embarassing*
the image of food send waves of nausea to my head onto my tongue down to my tummy and rocketed back to my head
so in the end
not only did i NOT have lunch
i accompanied my sis home (cos she's sick to her tummy too - must be the brunch)
and well
a tiny black worm
really did spoil my day
it does feel like crying again now
though i'd really like the laughing part after that
laugh it off
laugh at myself
laugh it away

silly me!

if only it were as simple as laughing it off
laughing it away
........

sighs