Sunday, July 02, 2006

Secret Garden

s p i k y f r a m e . s h i n y l e a v e s . a m e a d o w o f g o l d a n d l i l a c

f a l l e n s t a r . f a l l e n b r i g h t
n e o n g r e e n . k r y p t o n i t e
s t a r b r i g h t . s t a r m i g h t
g r a n t m y w i s h . m y w i s h t o n i t e

a u b e r g i n e d m a p l e l u c k .

this very particular shot is augmented in photoshop, the ori wasnt purple.(t'was green)

w a r m t h . s u n . d e l i g h t i n a c o c o o n !*

Friday, June 30, 2006

Evening Remembrance

been counting counting counting, then i just figured just now...

THAT
...

its FriDay edi, just 4moRe Days! *yays*

in the meantime before helping mum prepare dinner earlier, i sneaKed out to snap the beautiful sunset:) the fluffy cotton fluffs gathering in the evening blue boredom.... eiHs.

my favourite objects : leaves , flowers, sky,.. i am so predictable. sorry if i boRed u.

will haveto find some other quiRkieR objects to shoot now :)

i was thinking just now, if i had a choice to pick what insect to shoot, i would wanna them to be butterflies, dragonflies oR even ladybuGs! :)
(cos they are so glossy and clean looking!!)

but.... i need a slow moving creature, one that will hardly move! i was shooting a flower while the wind came blustering and i needed to try 3 times before i got it rite!!!

it struck me that... i may be photographing caterpillars nexttime (though i am terrified of them)! they are practically such slow mos and the ever movement they make is the wriggling when they are happily chewing on my plaNts! (darnedest pests!)

cattypillars scare the daylights and toRchlights and wits out of me!!!!!!!!!!!

all that matters is i dONt get tOO macro with them till they find a way to crawl on my lens!
KEEP OUT u tickley multi-padded feet overfed obese enormous too euw for urself plant munching creatures!!!! euw!

lols. enough crawlies conversations.


wanting somethiNg cheerier to look at!! :) YaLLO is so the colour of the week!!! :):) im in luRvee!!!!!

the centre that is fluffy makes me feel like i wanna turn into a bee so i could buzzingly (and klutzily) collide into the bed of yalo fuzziness!!!! :P :P :P :P

i wanna be a hOney Bee, cos BuMbles scare the honey out of me too!!

me and my silly day dreams!!! :)

and some greenery!!!!! i dunno the name of this but i recall my mum likes them for their multifunctional and medicinal values.

(and that i cant remember what either)

they are green on the upperside and a slight purplish on the underside..

like origami paper to make grape and vine!! :) muahahaha!

a day of turmoil, stupid coffemate (which is the root of all stupid arguments), frustrations.

but yet i see the cheshirely crescent moon smiling at me. Hoping is good. right now i will retire to my nest, it is the only place i DARED to hope or wish silly wishful thinkings

Nites fluffyclouds

One, tWo, tHwee, fWo, Faive...

been counting days, counting petals off the daisy, counting my fingers

and just back from counting stars outside (after doiN the laundry)

wait...

laundry at nIGht?!

:P

counting clothes, counting sheeps, counting days off my calendar..

moving on to counting hair.... (????)

counting heads.

HEADS!

ahhh.....

headcounts!!! in Switserland or Swisserland or Spritzerland?!

darnS!
...
...

time i count mewINg laMbs to sleep nw.
counting makes me lose my mind..

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

Wanna a LipBalm to Calm

is this to do with the weather or is it just me?

i drink gallons after gallons of water, but my lip cracks(and it hurted tonnes) cos i cant help licking it to moist it and sometimes i taste a tinge of metallic taste in it,

taste like bLOod..

now i have the habit to nibble on it and i think its not helping a lot in helping it to heal
the crack is bigger now, my constant nibBling on it

i need a moisturiser, one made for Lippie

no lipbalm for almost a week now
:( :( :(

*bawls* >.<

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Disgusting Discussions

lunched with Wen and Tyuen at Waffles World and further on proCeed to Tyuen's place to chatters and pop byto say hello to his mum :)
havent catched up with them both for so longtime (the last being 23rd June, and wasnt much exchange either) but the topics we covered were Worms, Gays, Transexuals and what they all have in common?

Pretty Disgusting i would say: Disgusting!

eUwss

i came back in the evening after dropping Wen off, and reached home approx 7, just in time for dinNer

i shared my Chocolate Indulgences with sis just now, and the middle portion taste so good i feel like i could manage a WHOLE cake!

imissfuzzysomuch

fuzzywatz is in my bed still wit that frown

now i am feeling sleepy i wanna go and teman him in bed liaos.

havent gotten good sleep lately, been grilling squid all nite on my bed

time i get some sleep or i will wake up with panda eye circles now.


and i will look just as Disgusting tomorrow!!!!

Monday, June 26, 2006

Change of Templatey,Mood,Timezone,Screwed up Scheds

yes, i am using this template in the meantime, becos Chien Yiing recommended me to using Mozilla Firefox and upon installing i tested the browser and (haughtily & Mightily) typed in my blog URL only to find out HOW incredibly MESSY and ugLY it looks in Firefox! Darns@!!! eghh!!! so out of (kiasuness) i am using a temporary template for the moment (yes i am so vain i cant stand my blog looking so hideous, lols)

will be working on a new one, and hopefully with the site he recommended with helpful html,xhtml,javascript and css tutorials i will be able to put it up real soon ( a better one!! with the same puRple headeR , teehee). oR out of kiasiness if i cant put it up soon like i said i would i might just use the current template for good, its got a prettty colour and calmiNg design anyway! :P :P

phengz's blog is pretty screwed up too, when viewed in Firefox!! hahahha!

(so i am not the only one with unfriendly scripts)

DARN you Microsoft!!!!!!!!!


and...

Happy 22nd BirthDay to Yong May!!!!!!!!! :P
hahah, i am older than you by 2 days, but u are Taller than me more than 2 inches

eesh!
Hopes u have a great day planned by your friends with many pressIes and hugs and kIsses and may all ur wisHes come trUe!! :)

_xoxoxo_

Sunday, June 25, 2006

Eating => Bouncy

nothing much to post today, went to Sg.Buloh for brunch (yes bak Kut Teh, and i am an anti-pork club president) and to take piccy but the pics turn out so noisy, like a bunch of aunties yacking, so unpleasant i dont wanna post em!

so, clouds & a Peachy Complexion will do i suppose...








my sisters treated me to MfM (edit :: short for Manhattan Fish Market) this evening and i treated them to NZ's Natural Yogurts' icecream @ Ikano. its my 3rd time to Ikano this week, and most of the time there to find sth to munch on. i will be pilling on pounds if i dont watch where (and who) i go places with! the plus point about my sisters are they look skeweRstick_thin even if they wallopTHRICe the amount i have.

arGHHH

i am ALLERgic to food!!



i get fat even drinking water / inhaling air to breathe



i have fatty gene in me, and that PROUdly i inherited from my aunt,
DISH!


and not to mention, for dinner we went MfM again! (cos parents havent been there before!)

>.< >.< :S o.O darn! we skIpped the mussels tho (phews)

but the chips.
and rice.
and fish.
and awfully sinful butter garlic sauce drizzled on my alaskan pollock

carb overload!!!

rolls and topples down the escalator like a potato!!!
poINg poinG poiNnngggg!!!!!!

no more mfm for another few months nw..............
Dory makes me wanna forget about eating fisH and cHIps, jelaK d!!!

Saturday, June 24, 2006

Midsummer's Day 2006


i went to ikea the other day to get some stuffs for the home but we ended up in ikano for a haIRcut for sis and new incense sticks for myself!

there were a few variants like the Bamboo, White Plum, Lavendar & Aqua but i got the aqua wan all the same ;) been using that for years now and i cant get sick of the scent :):) in fact i am more addicted to it now. 120 sticks for RM 18.00, its not bad for a Jap product :):) and less smoky than the Aussie/India vers.


just came back fr lunch toDay with my family, we had Loh Mee with *sharkfin broth* with lotsa vinegar and chillisauce! u can find this stall selling Pan Mee in D'sara Kim, near ttdi area (cant remember the coffeshop's name tho)

i was sUrprised by my siblings this morning with a slice of Chocolate Indulgence (from Secret Recipe) and a lil candle and singing me the birthday song! arGhh how really sweet!!! :) sis still remembers thats my fav cake froM Secret Recipe!!!!! :):)


candle blow out edi, i feel like i am One years old all over again!!!!! muaahhahaaha!

Many Many thanks to Kennyttyuen, EstherPester, Wen, Yenn, Jkhan, Ymooi *lols* for a wondeRful nite last nite!!!! Sorry Sifu, u owe me dinner for being the only absentee!

and extra thaNks to Wen who went through some *difficult situations* to get stuff straightened out for us all!

* u really are a true fren!!!!!* (i mean, a Classic Cheese-y fren, she ordered Classic Cheese from Secret Recipe also!) lols

to the rest, if u are reading this, i'd really appreciate that u guys actually (forego ur footie) just to spend this very significant moment of my life with me :P:P

thanks guys! _xoxoxo_
adOres the *Nicky u gave me Est, it maDe me sMile the moment i pull it out of the box, like Sunshine after the rain! :):)

formerly introduced *Nicky and *Fuzzywatz to each other, they are fast friends now, altho Nicky smiles and Fuzzy frowns :D:D

Friday, June 23, 2006

Teddy Talks

toDay i will let The Teddy do the talking foR me

fuzzywatz is a stuffed animal, a Teddy i hug to sleep past few nites

keeping me company :) ;)

and he's adopted my expression!


DARNS!



Thursday, June 22, 2006

Picture Sums Up How i Feel_Droplets


Canon S3 IS :: morning :: sien :: down :: sth is deadly missing :: flyaway :: down (did i mention down?) :: lonewaterlily :: house :: lotuspods :: teardrops :: waterglider (yay i found my insect to shoot)

p/s :: no watergliders are hurt in the making of my pictures


*give fuzzzy a smile**holding...**holding.....**holding....*


*wince*


*....*


*....*


*.........................*


*.........................*




*burst into tearysmearedwetsloppysniffy drops*



*holding....*

*tolerate sumore*




*breathe in, out, in, out*




*okays edi*



this is how i have basically spent my day



no kidding, i feel like i was in labor or sth

Monday, June 19, 2006

feeling the baby's breath


i love babybreaths!!!!! these are bundle of drIed puRplish cousins of the white baby's breath :) fuzzy.wuzzy got em along with some blood red roses some sum time back, duriNg last year's prom, when i was nominated to be finalist for crowning of queen :)


i was so in love with em i kept them standing in an ikea vase standing by the window getting their share of healthy bask each morning, and result of that,the tanning routine causes it to lose its lilac-ish tint and turNed a dry strawish brown. the tiny blooms are still intact and they all remind me of tiny ickle moments that i have that in truth are miniscule events of my life but bring so much meaniNg to it, giving it breath of joy, happinEss and hope :)

i got a taste of tako balls in Midvalley yesterday. although i have oways loved the octopus_embedded ones, the chicken and cheese arent too bad either. i like the flaky stuff they chucked in on top to give it a whimsy chicken feather look. i meticulously poke them into skewers bit by bits and yumMily chew them,licking every morsel!! flaky and taste like squidness!!!!! like me, in fact!!!! i Like!

i spent Father's Days nite sticking parquet tiles back into place. it seems the water has gotten through the edges, eating out the adhesive and loosening the strips from the concrete floor. bending on all fours applyiNg icky gOoey glue and placing them in place gives me a woozy head. blood runs to my head and draiN all the consciousness of everything i see or look at. i lose my focus, things look like a few times morethan their singular self, all gaussian blurryied and i lose sense of balance. in more times than once over a few incidents, i toppled over and land flat on my back becos I DONT get enough blood getting to my head (or there simply is TOO much?) what is the explaination in having to lower ur head down but not having enough blood in ur head??! i thought we live on Earth and not the moOn..Blood Rush?!

i shed a few tears again today, simply recalling what fuzzy said about how fragile and short life can be. it would be difficult for me to imagine a life without a fren like him. it occurs to me that what he was feeling might (pray pls not let it be true!) in real come true. this really really reduce me to tears!! *blows nOSe*

*eesh* dont ever say things like that, u dont recall one of the ferry incidents upon arriving at Pangkor dont u! u and ur so Itchy mouth!!!

*bisH*bisH*

::edits:: the flaky stuff turns out to be Dried Bonito Flakes, and they are made from some dry fish.

i dunno what they are, but they are yummy

will remind myself down a trip to Jusco to grab a pack to snack on, aha

Thursday, June 15, 2006

The Camera, tHe bro & My Dawg


*jolts*

i woke up this morning again having a funny dream, must be the constant thinking lately,and coincidentally the sms tone sounded, waking me finally awake. its a morning message from fuzzy. havent got it for ages now, which makes it rather special thats why.

i spend majority time of the day driving, and the rest eating, resting, taking pictures and sitting in front of pc trying to do sth to get my mind occupied

i ferried my siblings to CHS again and this time, to kill time (1 hOUR WAitiNg!) i have decided to bring along my camera to keep me company. i found a few interesting plants to shoot, like the bamboo for example, but the outcome is hideous because under the shade it gets too dark and i messed up the ISO setting again, lotsa particles and noise.
so here i am, parked in front of this orange church finally. i fish out my camera, happily strung it over my head. (yes its heavy, but its my baby) and slowly make my way down the steps that lead to the compounds of the church.


as i have said, i found tall wispy bamboos (my fav!!) near the carpark area along wit benches to be my shooting object, and the only one that turned out just okay is the right of the middle row (& it looks the worst among that lot!)

i personally like the orange periwinkle best becos of its vibrant contrast against the background! imho,the best background would be one without clear blind spots of bright backlit or stark skies.

its oso the cheeriest looking, and clearly the happiest, and i like looking at it As for the past few days been sorta grey for me. suddenly the tiniest thing like looking at toffee whine makes me wanna burst into tears too! *notty toffee (why'd u pee-ed everywhere and anywhere u please!!!?)

sometimes i think a lil animal like a dog deserves some kindness, it really hurts me to see dad reacting like that to Toffee thinking one day when he's had enough, he'll do the same to his own children.... not forgetting Toffee is JUST a dog, how'd he expect her to understand what he'd said, lest understand why she was beaten :<

i'd say to sis earlier, maybe we should find a better owner for Toffee, for as much as i love her and adore her as my lil puppy i cant tolerate to hear her whine and squeal every now and then. it tears at my heart strings. :,( just how do u make a puppy not notty? she's the notTiest girl puppy i have ever met! ( just like me..nOT!) :P

the *theme* for tomorrow : "tOffee"

i suppose if i spend time with her and capturing her in sexy poses she'll have less time to be naughty (pardon, it is not INTENDED to be a pun)

that is, also if i dont walk down the stair the next morning, stepping into a puddle of unmistakeable liquid namely her pee!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

2nd time around, and dissapointed

the 2nd post this day! i am so addicted to photoshop i decided to post sth i drew today :)i have sth for glassy buttons and in this attempt i think it is just 60 % of the overall look i want that i have in my lil fuzzed head, the other 40% is not present cos its not glassy enough!!!!! :P:P

well glassy o not, at times i feel i am transparent like glass, people dont treat me like i am alive at home! a good example would be today, becos i was feeling down due to an incident that happened in the morning and that resulted in my obsession with photoshop. i draw what i visualise in my head and well 60 % is present so a lil of my tension is somehow lifted.it leaves a calming & uplifting effect.

so next time u feel u need to release some tension, try photoshoppertheraphy, it works!

p/s : u could also try opening a file of _the_person_who_pissed_you and scribble and squibble and sQuiggle sth nasty on the Face, it works miracles and plants a smirK on ur face! :P enjoy!!

getting lazy to blog lately, as i have found a new preoccupation
here's how ->

so bored sitting in room with the weather so gloomy there's hardly sunshine,
so i took piccy of my mobile! (more of the strap, becos i love swiRls!)
i used to take piccy wih my mobile phone and now i am taking pic of it using the camera :>

i am looking for ickle insects to take macro of, but all i find are ants, ants and ANTS! and the drizzle outside certainly does not allow a day for butterflies or dragonflies or flutterbys alike to flit joyfully in the morning sun.

that leaves me the ants and flies option, but i am willing to wait!:>

hopefully Chip-Chip will pay a visit later on, *(Chip-Chip is a pair of huBBy-&-wife hummingbirds that come in the evenings when i water the plants outside, they love to bath in the sprinkles of dews left on the leaves) and rightfully with the correct shutter speed i am able to capture them on my camera!:>

cant wait till 6, and hopefully it doesnt pour :<

p/s:: the name *Chip-Chip* implies to the *chEeep* they chirp when they hop from a leave to another.(yes they are so dainty!) Boy Chip is a pistachio green in colour and has a shiny pearlescent dark head and red markings! Girl Chip on the other hand is a lighter pistachio with yellow tint on her face (like face powder!:>) they both look so lovely and cute together, hopes to meet them laters :>:>

Monday, June 12, 2006

picture posting ver.1.1

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mini pods and beads of dews shining like tiny jewels


fiRst macro attempt on my brand new Canon s3 IS! i even dream of macro in my sleep yesterNite!
its awfully late now, and i have just came out with a temporary watermark to stamp my name hard on my effort! will prolly come out with a niftier more refined one next time.

foR as of now, my back is sore bending up and down the whole day

sayoNara and goodnItes! *yaWns*

buRst of violet and marigold on a purple lily! *my favs colouR*


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dainty wispy fingers from a lone potted plant

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

Picture Posting

today i decide to piccy post! thats the very first favourite! piccy i took with my dad's SLR back then during my foundation. its a picture of the staghorn fern that holds on taut (for its DEAR life) onto the great Rambutan tree. upclose is the young leaves that just started to uncurl and unfurl, looks like baby's toes stretching to greet the world its about to see! :P

i was installing photoshop into my clean pc just now
as it's a CS 2 vers. that Bryan gladly loaned to me
i excitedly switched the new software on to explore its new features.

but i am still upset

i silly-ly backED upPED all my files beforehand few days back, even the brushes (bcos i am so attached to using them)

but i forgotten to back my FONTS up!!!
#!*%$">^@#^&%#!*%$(*#@ >:-S

p/s :: sorry about the speckles of Noise, ISO settings screwed sumhow, as i said (very fiRst attempt)

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

psd-ed cRazy!!!

i am a .............................

result of getting hooked to photoshop
blame it on the person who started the header and footer (Hand Foot n Mouth) disease.

a *gif(t) from aBove

the fuzzy.wuzzy is
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^~^ *griNs*

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Making Most Of tHe Remaining Days

after 9th of May 2006, i will be the happiEst gurl that Day!!!
teehee. becos its that Day when i happily finished my presentation for this final year pRoject!!
no more deadlines crammed week after week!

i just have 2 more days,
wish me luck



i am upset i missed the 01 . 02. 03. 04. 05. 06. moment early this morning!

i cant believe when i recalled the time i was about to fall asleep it was almost 1!!!!

i shud hAVE stayed awaKe instd!!!



anyway, just blogging today to express my frustrations
the power supply for ss2 area was pretty frail all morning,

the lights flickered a while for a few minutes, stayed steady for a few minutes

then pOOf!

blaCkout!

darnedest, now its back and i am happy,i showered the morning smell i have on me, start to do my work

and

guess what............................


it starts to sound like raiNINg now!!!!!!!!!

#$%^&^%*!@$%!!!

Thursday, April 27, 2006

Papayas Vs. Bananas

i do not noe whats up with my mum and her choice of groceries.
she's been making us makaning the papayas that she'd gotten from market
i reckon its the season of papayas, or otherwise why Monday to Sunday oso papaya eh.

u noe something about papaya ( and i mean our local fruit la okay )
there are generally TWO types which i had personally categorise them in
the first is sweet, smooth in texture and doesnt have a mushy feel to it.

the second is ALSO sweet, very slimy in texture, feels like its clumpy yet mushy (and i mean, like over-riped or sth) like probably Bruised when the fruit grows mature and is too heavy therefore dropped with plop on the ground. like squashed. baby ga ga food.

the special * feature about this type of papaya is, it has a certain *aroma* about it. like a bad aura or sth. maybe bad luck becos it has fallen hard from the tree and bruised and mushed itself on its sides. like. poor papa-yahahahaha

the *aroma* is close to what smells like ..er.. chicken droppings
i dont mean to indicate i hAVE had chicken dropping to close proximity to my nose or mouth to identify the *aroma* but i have onced uponed a timed visited this grandaunt who has coops in her backyard frequently enough to noe what chicken poop smells like.

i used to hold my breath all the whole way till i enter the house becos the smell is just too unbearable. i used to be a fairly sick looking kid with swollen purple balloon as my face, then when the visits gets lesser, the purple tint toned to a crimson tone (thats my recent complexion colour). that probably explains why i am so crazed about getting aubergine-coloured hair then. its nostalgic.. ahh. lol

well back to the topic about papayas!

i was up in the study in front of pc after dinner when mum yelled for me to come down to have fruits . i turn a green tinge when my bro told me its papaya!

i mean

aiyo! that stench wei

i cannot stand it!!!

in the end oso have to eat it up. cos mum is so pissed she possibly had to *invite me to have fruits downstairs and called again and again to comfirm rsvp i had to scramble down rite away or i will suffer some papaya consequences.

swallowed the chunks on swift gulps down my throat so it wouldnt be in my mouth long enough to send whifts and wafts of *aroma* up the nasal and down my throat.

i would have gagged and puke rite away if i let my imagination doodled some imaginary chic poop image. euwyucksies.

i prefer banana at all times. the form is simple yet interesting and it has no funny foul smell. good to eat, high in potassium, great snack for anytime-of-day-comsumption, great for ur brains, aids in digestion..

i promised myself, i WILL NOT HAVE the 2nd-category PAPAYA anymore!!!!!!
and pls people, don grow papaya tree near the chickens' homes.