yet aNotheR loNg day

have u miss someone so terribly?
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Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him, missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u were out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, u will start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess.

It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.

Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.

U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.

But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible. U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.

At the same time, ask if they miss u. Don't let the feeling of missing someone become jealousy or paranoia.

If u are the one being missed and u know it, let the other party know. If u miss him/her too, tell them.

Don't let them wait.


* misses someone dearly now* sighs


5-50 pm

......

i'd die of exhaustion oNe day, just attending interviews and being talked to for 2 whole gruelling hours, by 3 different people, one at a time

the *oneDay* is bound to come, when i have made up my decision. two more this week and i aM done i am afraid so, enough of interviews and my quest for an ideal location salary working environment blah ness.

today's interior firm is located on the outskirts in sg. buloh amidst the botanical farms, hardware shops, factories and pig-rearing farm.(gosh?! and u were talking about LOCATION?!) don't like the air there, feels like u are sucking in a few gallons of dust with every breath u take. shud have seen the number of truck/lorry drivers urself. zoom in and out up and down left and right .EVERYWHERE!

although it was a horrendous experience trying to locate that place (due to miscommunication of the information of the map froM the website) and that thuNderiNG rain which obscured many of a signposts and slowed down the search! but i am quite likely to work there, (huhss??) although i hate the location, and peeps there smoke ( for i didnt realise it till i got in the car and got to smell how different i smelled before and after i got it) small working area, late OTs sighs

the employer (a young man in late 20s) was kind enough to lead me a shorter way to getting there, upon knowing where i stay. he seemed like a friendly chap and talks like lungseng in a way. oR maybe the pCk. way that is, (minus the yalO bOots and HUge mole) hahas

this company coveRs a great many areas that i will gladly gain experience and exposure from. they do retail, commercial, exhibition, temporary/permanent display exhibitions kiosks. impResSes me how a 6-sTaFf,3 partners team can manage multiple projects at a time! i shud really think about it. chester(the employer) says i could give him a call anytime after i have decided but

.........zzzz

tired liaos

2nd saturday of everymonth off

very comforting

*plonks into my comfort-box of baby bleusoft eiderdowns * zzzzzs