not too expectant of light streaming in the bathroom, which is some rare occurence! maybe this is a sign or sth. this part of the house has oways been on the darker side for the houses behind weRe tall enough to block most rays fr entering.
i toOk a while in the shower pondering and watching tHe rays teasing the droplets that poured from the shower head. during some moments,u could almost see a faint rainbow(or shower*bow? :P) waltzing and dancing to the rhythm of the light,responding to its flirtation probably!
was probably too entranced looking at the ickle rainbow i came out of the bath mist-kissed with the hotwater running the whole time and thE bathrooM totally matted by mistvapours!
simulated in *psd - its almost impossible tRying to catch that on cam,if u noe what i mean , lol ;P
weSak day this year is very unlike to those whiCh weRe celebrated in the past. well, thIs yeaR without dad around that is. our whole family will normally go to the temple in the morning for prayers and have vegetarian brunch thereafter. but here i am sitiing in the living room thinking as i finger the thin yellow strand of thread praying silently for dad who is getting pRepared getting wheeled into the operation hall any moment now. *soBs*
sinking slowly into my miserable thoughts :'(
*assigned* to remain hoMe instead of goin to the hosp. have to fetch my Reluctant sis to tuition at Yee's. deCided to droP by at dee's to see what i could help out witH sinCe its the final day they could work on theiR layout. called her, texted her, tried calling again, still no answer so decide to call franco iNstead,no rep too! grrrrrrrs wheRe on eartH all the centerpoint occupants gone to???? called annie and an answer after 4 rings! guess i will go over while waiting foR dee's reply......
buMped into franco whiLe collectiNg student pass. so went up to fix a statement* he needed help witH, but after mucH tweakiNg ere and there it still wasnt indepth/concise enough. will come up witH somethINg better and will post it to hiM if i see hiM in msn again!
left for hidee's to find annie there too, within one and a half hrs, i;d only manage to finish constructiNg oNe gallery lighting fixture! hard to get the cylindrical hollowed out and a strip along it removed to house the incandescent tube! and i din have time to insert the tuBe!!! arghhs!
finished anotHeR tube of ChoCful, courtesy of dee's roomie: * First Love* (that was how they introduced her and find it amusing as a name so neglected her realname forgotten ledies) :P left dee's at 2-25 prompt, found my way to Yee's 10 mins late greeted by a sourish expression on sis's face waiting by the shoplots witH other hopefuls waiting for their transportation, lol
reacHed at dad's rooM to find hiM different only in patient's robes with his yallowing tint slowly dissappearing yet still apparent esp on eyeballs and his palms. well better yallow than getting any sallow-er. the jaundiced appearance is due to the overflowing of the bile duct which was blocked by gall stone. prior to that successful operation it will take matter of days for the liquids to be fully discharged from the system,cant expect an immediate recovery and that was just a step to stop the pain. leaving us to worry about another problem. gallbladder stones in the gall.
the rest left approx. ard 8 when the F1 was just starting. i couldnt help but feel awkward that i will b left alone here, just me and my dad.we talked about the operation and the meds and we watched a lil of F1 till he drifted off to sleep before 10.
i watched tru calling on a hospital bed(w/out SIS!!! arGhhs) sitting cross legged feeling lethargic and sore yet i cant close my eyes when i tried to. another reason was the nurses kept hustling bustling in each everyhour injecting meds changing the drips attaching a mechanism, take pressure, detach again. ((???)) -_-" am not a light sleeper usually but guess this is what happens when u arent sleeping in ur own home.
woke up few times to refill dad's glass, change room temperature but i don remember anything apart from that,was walking around zombie_style
not to mention feeling like sleeping on a buRnt loaf of really age old bread! feels like stone beneath ur body
*dish*!!!!!! -_-"
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