freSh staRt, tiRed eVeniNg -

could hardly get my baCk up straightaway up from bed this mornIng. tiMe reads 8-15 am. i really shud be up by now or i will be ruNning late and i will better be prepared foR bedtime sNorRies in the caR in the morning. had breakfastt in 103 with mum and dad. with all the butterflies fluttering i could hardly even swallow my simple breakfast of a Pau. *gulp. well washes the dry consistency of dough and red bean paste with swig of iced-milo *that feels better but i;d rather a plain glass of water or tea instead :P *regrets

trying to find this 5/62A proved to be a dificult task. the road numbers are all over the place. u are greeted with a 3/62A and then in the next road its a 11/62 or sth (???) the numbers are way apart from each other and don seem to see any relation between 3 and 11 except a few numbers missing in between but wheRE are they?! goSh and no *ENTRY* sign almost every junction.

uNbelieVable!!!! did a fEw moRe missed tuRns, rounds, wrong turns again, squinting to see road signs and signages not ever oN EVERY road. giving dad a rather bad first impression ledi could see him sighing and shaking his head while mum argues which road we shud turn in at etc. not a good company sighsmyself*

found the place! but unsightly deserted run-down shoplots, peeling paint, more lorry drivers, workshops, hardware shop or soldering (i duNno??) but certainly not a place where aN interior firM shud be in! sees that expression on dad;s face again when he says " here we are" lol

i got down fr the car *takes in a DEEp breath* and set of walking across the road. *surely this is not goin to look as bad as it seemed! oh pls God * fingers crossed u noe, it was certainly not so bad! a narrow stairway leading up to 1st floor and greeted by hung-up piece of abstract art(looks like an oil or acrylic to me)witH tasteful(huH?) spotlighting (haha!)

does give me an impression of an art studio because the colour scheme is so siMple : : subtle greys, naked concrete, steel finishEs, more stained concrete, brick blocks, mini skylights! ( oooOo) altogeTheR a very zen-lOok as hidee would put it. i like the simple concrete walls and its grey slate flooRiNg. dooRs are sliding ones witH cute font mesages printed and stick-ed onto glass, dark wood finishing though i cant tell which variant exactly but my insecurities have subsided for that moment, doesnt loOk so bad.

the only thing to worry is when i get summoned in foR interview. at this moment still filling up the job applicant form. handwriting sure gives a certain amount of an impression *Okays then* shall write in my best handwriting possibly i can manage today, lol academic/qualifications. many stRiked-outs here for am experiencing mental block from being overly nervous. cant seem to remember whats to be put down in that blank * shits *

they seeMed iMpresSed witH my 3 d perspectiVes but offeRing only 900. not bad foR a first interview i guess :) got hoMe appROx 11 am graBbed some lunCh and got ready foR my 2nd interview at 3 in d'sara perdaNa.

why... i think if i start worK ere i will start developing hallucinations talking to a conjured up imaginary fren suffer from depression, then illnesses...cos it REALLY reminds me of my prev. workplace!!!!!!! worKiNg aLONE!!!!

i like being left alone but not stretcHed to matter of hours trying to figure something on my OWn!

strike out this option from my list!!!